The best part about life now is being surrounded by people who understand me and let me go through whatever the lucidity may be when Munro like topics arise however I need to be to keep the holy ground I’ve gotten to.

I didn’t start attracting people who bluntly said “that’s horrible! It’s fucked you’ve had to carry it, I wouldn’t have made it & if you need to vent, vent. “

….and I didn’t start attracting those people until I consciously disengaged with those who wanted me to feel shame over it & keep my voice down when it was time for 8t to rise up. The ones put off by my defiance, usually due to sit they had done, turned out.