Category Archive: Center yourself…

...and the gag is All his anger at that Angel was over knowing she'd never give Pauly boy the pegging he'd prayed for~

The androgynous Angels are Kiki-ing overhead and beneath the seat like a motherfuck. God, I love Black people

Have you ever asked yourself… Why none of these shows START with the solution… & go Up?

Every landscape championed in this 21st century must stream TV shit is hellish & all moves delve deeper into the humanities within those hells.

Instead of worlds where that shit is eradicated. What benefit do they get from the populace always being focused on the Nadirs? On the humanities salvaged in hellish situations instead of striving forth for better from where the world really is now?

N E U T E R E D C O M P L I A N C E.

What is the benefit to us of us AS A SOCIETY always meditating on the worst of the worst and how we’d measure up against it, if forced? There is none. Our culture has ended up not having the collective bandwidth to even fathom the idea of being worthy to aspire to the baseline or even just for better, never mind the true ‘best.” Though we slogan the fuck out to the contrary.

Don’t say there’s no money in that aspiring, that non-negative focus.

The reason there is no money IN that is because you are prodded into giving all your money to the things that nurture the opposite of it. By your own programmed psyche. You rewire your brain FOR them to submit. Or you’re hoarding your money & looking down on others. All the while the system you’re mute to is baldly targeting You & what you have to knock you down into the pile with the very ones you look down on. That breath on your neck is from the bullies above you coming for your shit, not the already dispossessed below.

But they keep you numb with the mandate to pantomime false pleasure in the shit you surround yourself with that gives you no peace… They keep you feverishly trying to find that gimmick that’s gonna keep you safe in this…from the below.

& Many often are enraged to discover those that they deign as beneath them don’t want what they have.

They see the beast breathing down your back,

& for the people who say "He hid in God because me too came for him!" ...DUH. & it worked.

The whole point of salvation is experiential comprehension of actual fucking salvation.

make no mistake. I understand. Lots say they believe and then show with their hypocritical activities that they've not ever tasted God at all. They murk up the works. People who have been coddled & never had to face truly extenuating circumstances that threaten their mind, will & emotions have no gravitas in that word.

Those who really believe do so because the Personal experience of Being saved...from whatever... is palpable To them, in their actual lives.

& it can become real to you via Pain OR joy, for the record. Depends on the arc of the entity with God. But in that dance you are outside of judging as infantile or whatever ... your intellectual/atheist/pagan/satanist/ stupid blahblahblah means NOTHING.

It can't after we have actually tasted God. Even if we try to go back to before, afterwards. Doesn't mean shit & people won't show up trying to prove to us that it didn't take. Doesn't mean we forget how to be evil as fuck & don't sometimes still do that shit. That's par for the course.

But God being there with us, murmuring "It sucks seeing it for what it is & always was, I know-But now what do you want to do?" is par too.

Your deadly, caustic point of view doesn't even help you. It's made you a miserable boil to be around in life, at best. It's tainted all "good" you've amassed, too. & your logic didn't help anyone else when push came to shove, either. It just hemmed folks up and gave you temporary company in your sad, hollow state.

God Did. Does & Will.