Episode 89 of the Twilight Zone( 4th season, maybe 4th episode) is hard. To make peace with seeing. The very ones you loved on the most can harbor the most rancid hatred towards you for no reason. Instead of harboring hatred for those who looked like him who decimated his soul… he instead reeks of rage against those who loved him up out of that abyss. Even though what betrayed him had his eyes when he looks in the mirror…he writhes and withers from within with hatred in every other direction. Out of malignant cowardice.

Watching Latinos angrily tell Black people to “humble themselves & help Latinos find a way out of this ” Trump shit they cosigned like he Didn’t Openly say They were in his crosshairs …seething with hatred towards us for accepting them as they decided to be towards us with Kamala as the effigy of an “us” they incompetently, incoherently loathed…

IS not the end of civilization. Black people resting from these hater games with sick people just might be.

They wanted to hate right along with the skinheads.

So they did.

Still do, even watching their people be loaded up for TV ratings onto military planes.

It’s the quiet quitting.

It’s all the non-92% trying to join in on the rest of the 92% as a new costume for them expecting Black women to pick up their psychological slack.

It’s watching the cognitive dissonance of modern women facing those now in power hate Them as a monolith More than they hate black people, women who have milked the brunt of those rights black people bled for, for generations.

YES… THEY LIED. IT WASN’T A MANDATE. IT WASN’T EVEN A 1% WIN.

… but it shouldn’t have been anywhere near 1% in the first place.

no bitching or rage here.

… Just fact.

“What you are aware of you are in control of, what you are not aware of is control of you”
-Anthony De Mello

“Nobody is afraid of the unknown, what you really fear is the loss of the known.”
-Anthony De Mello

You better Get yer Tall Boy shit in there, Gavin! With yo hot, actually presidential ass|”Don’t come into Mah state with yo bullshit when my state covers everybody’s ass all the time (&you know it).”

“You’re REALLY gonna say Nothing about what’s afoot in…D.C.?”| nope! & here’s why I don’t have to…my work here seems done.

Pay attention to the people you spend time with.

Through “osmosis” the people you’re around influence you in subconscious and vibrational ways( that often go unnoticed until their f'd behavior is hemming you up by flittering out of you) .
Aaron Doughty

… this evening’s moment of Zen.

To become the ideal version of you it is necessary to overcome the old version which has been on autopilot. You do this by becoming aware of the old patterns playing themselves out. This is 90% of the process. The final 10% is stepping into the known and reidentifying who you are.
Aaron Doughty

“The emotions, traits, and behaviors we reject in our parents will likely live on in us. It’s our unconscious way of loving them, a way to bring them back into our lives.”
Mark Wolynn, It Didn't Start with You

When resistance comes up it may NOT be a sign to go another way. It may mean standing strong on your vision regardless of the tension you feel.
Aaron Doughty

When someone thinks of you, they tap into your vibe. If you are feeling high vibe they may reach out or feel magnetized to your energy when they think of you. This is why focusing on your vibration is so important. It magnifies or repels depending on the vibe.
Aaron Doughty