I couldn’t even finish it’ after howling I ran to see what else popped up. The Chinese government was harassing her 3-4 years ago. & it made no sense because she was a blessing- always showing love for her life in China. & I turned around & everything went dark. I’d take my mandarin classes at school in China online bookended with her content up in the Headlands. I fell into cooking & making again alongside this kid. I got my passport in order & started visa stuff with this woman’s content in my ear.

So fn emo. I thought they’d killed her.