It gets more surreal...
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Ok... wait a gosh darn MINUTE! The IRONY is irony-ing
The Angel, in shock ... because she never thought to ASK which card was her 'whathaveyous' due to always shyly changing the subject as fast as fn possible😲
I was just informed last night that a wildly talented friend of mines walked a dear friend ( I'd sent to her opening in November) over to a painting of me as soon as he walked up to say hello🫠. That I'm finding out about it two months later tells you how wild life has been but I'm bashfully basking in #adjacentartheadhighs.
...& then one of us woulda popped up and started wandering around like tha pink pot bellied pig on two legs you were, fucking mimicking you, all " who fucked me😭with my own words?!🤣?!My Career!"...sounding like Mark Curry imitating Diddy 😁in yo face😶🌫️. Because everybody's fn Crazy in Cleveland.
The Angel, giggling cuz she do miss the veracity of her countrymen from time to time.
I dooo have a dawg in that race. It was the...my favorite show of all time & that fucker (who I once loved enough to be unable to pick sides in the Bill Murray shit) ruined it.
“Be continually on your guard against the [a]leaven of the Pharisees( the fake-assed, phony-assed, posturing like they're 'the best of the best' repugnant Narc motherfuckers) [that is, their pervasive, corrupting influence and teaching], which is hypocrisy ( them gatekeeping their way into the mix= the aforementioned 'leavening')[producing self-righteousness].
2 But there is nothing [so carefully] concealed (all their dank-assed, dirty-assed, child-eating, victimizing motherfucking bullshit that they Thought they were gonna get away with due to opening their asscheeks to Lucif's crazy ass ova there[when even HE caint stand their asses]) that it will not be revealed, nor so hidden that it will not be made known.
3 For that reason, whatever you have said in the dark will be heard in the light (motherfuckahs~!!), and what you have whispered behind closed doors will be proclaimed on the housetops( so talk yo shit, playboy like it aint gone ef you up dat azz~).
The Angel, happily being given the 21st Jesus's anger translator assignment for Luke 12:1-3amplified bible scripture by pops[ aka God].
CLACK-CLICK-!!
current love of the Angel's life looks up at the sound, all "what the-?"
&Now~
...The Angel told yall he was gonna declare war on Christmas like 48 hrs ago, didn't she?...
The Angeln looks up8 & checks her watch at 1035pm Christmas Day, 2025
You know how the older you get sometimes the bad guys in the stories that you loved turn out to be the good guys?
Fritz still sucks!
Lol& that is the power of literature(or ballet, whatever lol. He was Writtenthat way lol).
The Angel, re-upping her Culkin NYC Ballet The Nutcracker on Christmas 🎄 eve afternoon, ova 🍝 spaghetti and meatballs, salad and friggingepic lighthearted Amaretto #tiramisu
OMG my yogurt is soooooooooooooooo....(catches breath)sooooo~ good.
Ok, that's IT!! If I ever settle down I need a lil yogurt machine... which is basically a cute slow cooker, but still! The gamechanger? The wallop of the colostrum that got cooked in onna whim. & I call it a wallop because it hit like one at first bite. There's an actual difference and you taste it because you know what colostrum does to yer coffees trying to get it not to clump. This is it's perfect home- after it cools and before you add the yogurt/probiotic starter. Literally the best yogurt I have ever had. I'd choose it over labneh, even Fage[I fn love full fat fage, too].
...I KNEW I was gonna nail this this year!
... yall wanna see whut I've been cooking(asked bashfully lol)?...ooooookaaaay~
God getting all "show your work" with the Angel
DearFiddy,
(...siiiigh*)
Pulease don't kill Marlon Wayans... I still haven't come to terms with that motherfucker being 3 yrs older than me [us] lol. Gotta admire his ...moxie😏. Considering.
The Angel, watching 50 be gentle with the youngest Wayans
...Now I understand April. Whatever that was... and whatever is trying to be... ain't "of" me. You know the me that you knew didn't roll like that. & the me that would've killed for you still wouldn't allow it. This is God galvanizing you. Only you know what he's said to do. Your healing is within you moving on whatever you know he said.
I am...not in it. God bless 🙌 and 🙏 Godspeed.
I love you like the moon refracts. My atmosphere shifts to accommodate only you. I bend light to be better soaked by the realities cast by your crazy orbs lingering over the earth of me, making my halos make shimmering sense to all you instruct on how to see before you shoo them away. I love you, and how canon claims at my daybreak you're to be reflecting on the far side of our realm...but every time I go out into the sun I find you still standing there, smiling at me faintly from the sky. I never have to ask how, or why.
He wants people to hate watch his Kill Bill reissue since fans watching it isn't enough for him. "But he's a great Auteur~" No he's not. He's just a racist. & yall find that shit poetic. The actors Make his movies events. Let that motherfucker figure out how to truly tell a moving story without any wonky whyteboy beta male racist bells and whistles, without any women being denigrated by his disgusting explicitly because it's him fetishist shit being dragged across them...and for it to even amount to the weak sauce, limp stick mess he accused those 2 dudes of will be a fucking miracle. That won't happen.& he knows it.
That's why he's focusing onhis kids now.
& I don't give a fuck about his jizzing in his pants every time he says, hears or writes the word nigger in dialogue, or the pass black people give him over it. That's been the grace of Samuel L. Jackson coating that motherfucker the entire time, anyway.
It's that he RELIES on the word nigger like a writerhead cuck and has been upheld as a standard.
...it's this stunning realization I'm sitting with... that I didn't survive them & "all that. " I literally thrived through it. In all faces. All directions. All times. In real time. Not even " in spite." I absently configured myself to run off the equivalents of postage stamps of what humans deserve to have poured into them, love-wise. I see how badassed that was. I Am. I see how beautiful my...unwillingnesses...are 🥲
I've seen alot of men in my time. Male Supermodels were my neighbors in nyc. & with all the menswear stuff... it's absently my bag. That eye. I'm immune, mostly. Seen... Lots of celebrities too. But in over a decade there...no one...and I mean NO ONE ...has ever shut down a literal city block just having fn lunch... like Benicio Del Toro. There are levels to this mess. There truly are. But whatever God was on weaving up That Benicio del Toro motherfucker (pardon my french) ...is different.
It's...Like annihilation. He disappeared folks lol, left their shadows on the sidewalk lol. I'm telling you, people in cars in slow traffic on 6th ave saw the hubbub & were - leaning out cabs! Just to get a looksie. Hilarious. No yelling, just Looooooookiiiing, like Ave Maria was playing lolol. He wasn't doing it. His Back was to the fn windows. But word spread lol. His Pr wasn't stoking or staging it. There were Supermodels IN the restaurant. EVERYBODY was like 👍 👌 🥹. No tip offs, either. No paps. This shit was pure Him.
Only time in my life I've seen that be...real. was impressed.