Every man has a bitch inside of themselves that is a reflection of his authentic best self. The appellation bitch is used in a cosmically affectionate sense and brings to mind all of the traits that were upheld by the Romans regarding their mother Wolf…when the man in question is a …good man in these current times.
But if he is a piece of shit, that anima of his will house and display all the seedy characteristics subversively at play in his life, whether those around him will see the sleight of hand initially or not.
No need to clutch your pearls this early in the day in regards to where I am going with this. It happens with us all. Male and Female aspects are within each and every one of us. It’s even duly noted as one of the prime laws of cosmic expression.
the Law of Gender states that everything contains both masculine and feminine principles and that this duality of gendered energy manifests on all planes—physical, mental, and spiritual. It’s important to note that in the Hermetic sense, “gender” refers to these active (masculine) and receptive (feminine) principles, not necessarily biological sex. Creation and transformation occur when these two opposing but complementary energies harmonize.
from The Kybalion.
There is always a conversation being held between you…and the world being cast around you by your beliefs, choices, actions and inaction.
Everything you are experiencing is in response to something going on within you. This is not something to get cagey about, it is something to…appreciate for the assist it is.
The problem is…we are usually led to tune it out. So we do. & stumble through life tuning to what frequencies we are told to tune in to, making dumb choices without understanding the true deflections of self within them.
What you choose or are attracted to in a potential mate and how that person behaves in and interacts with the world being cast around them speaks volumes about the true dialogue going on within and around you, whether anyone else understands it or not. Those who do understand it can use you however they see fit in your blindness, too.
This is something we’ve all watched play out with our friends, families and acquaintances again and again.
& the older (and more courageous and honest) we get, the more we recognize this very thing at play in the personal & relational narratives we look back on that our younger selves danced through.
As we change and come to terms with our selves, many of the things we were drawn to as fodder (or shields) fall away, unable to “work” for us emotionally the way they did before we healed this and that in our own psyches, or have officially chosen we were not going to.
& although we all go through some semblance of it, we don’t all have the same dance with the shorthand of it skeeting across our interpersonal relationships.
We all know the guy who was just like some girl’s fucked in the head Dad…that she kept interacting with because she was still subconsciously enmeshed with his abusive tactics even if he was physically no longer around.
Some of us stuck around and watched her heal that shit herself…
and extricate herself from that bad romance.
To the violent chagrin of the guy who was…just playing the part she’d selected him to play to get love.
& there’s a weird wounding that goes on with those willing to be the abuser you were looking for in these dynamics, too. When their marks wake the fuck up. A sometimes dangerous one.
Some men will become so angrily fixated on the woman who realizes that “he” is not indicative of anything masculine about “her” at all anymore and walks away ( or sighs with relief he’d shifted to new supply in a way that allowed the light to come in for her so that she could make her escape) that they ruin their lives trying to ruin hers for getting out of the dance.
Why? Because her succumbing to his stupidity, insanity, or sometimes… even as simple as his grating ambivalence… is STILL a picture perfect rendition of the female aspect trapped in him that he hasn’t unearthed or unpacked. She shouldn’t be out there walking around free, to him. Because he is still imprisoned in his own nonsense.
His hatred of her freedom to live and love differently than what he encapsulated…can make that guy blind to all better for his soul love around him.
& Women do the same shit. Elizabeth Gilbert just released a book bragging about the attempted murder she enacted on supposedly the love of her life…who’d won against drug addiction as her friend of 20 years…only to be dragged by Gilbert’s desire to do drugs back down into the gutter she’d crawled out of with the help of family and friends Gilbert had subsequently blocked her from for the second descent. I unfortunately know a good two handfuls of women that I washed my hands of totally upon seeing how willfully they aimed to string out creative dudes they were with yet jealous of, and still wanted access to the coffers of.
May that love never find you is one (terse) way to look at it. …Why is that the ideal love you are willingly subjecting yourself to participating in? is another.
You have to understand… some people think they are shit. & they distrust anyone showing up saying they have Love FOR them because they do not love themselves. & they will do everything in their power to break that love you show up with… because the world they are consciously casting has no place for it. It can become a battle for the right of way regarding each other’s unhinged, blind-eyed movies. But when it does, for the love of God[if not yourself], walk away.
It’s all about jostling with “The IDEAL.”
Who you allow to define what that ideal is and the actuality of their vantage point on the entire shindig is eventually going to have to be unearthed, unpacked and understood.
If your major concern has always been how others are going to quickly process you by glancing over at what is beside you, you’ll wake up in your 50s alongside someone that traps you in every lie you’ve ever told the world about yourself, thinking you had to. & those lies will line up and face you, asking you what now?
Giving you the opportunity to thank them for their service, put them down and extricate yourself from said situation, or imagine carrying the lies into your 70s trying to prove false points to people you know in your heart never fucked with the real you anyway.
If your prime motivation for pairing up with someone was in what charismatic gifts they had that you could leverage , or allow them to lean into naturally alongside you to devour all the nonsense you didn’t want to be bothered with, by the time you get to your 50s you will probably have stopped being bothered with partners as foils at all along the way…because you will have snapped out of it and learned to deflect outside nonsense yourself.
…Those aforementioned folks have it relatively easy.
Some get with people who are of the age of the target market they’ve been convinced by their business is their bread and butter so they can conceivably stay abreast of what those kids like as they find ways to not be bewildered by the…profundities… of those kids.
This one happens a lot to men in the creative industries… & the spirit of panic embedded into the proceedings is an infection placed there by other dudes their age who usually have not even achieved what the panicked Creative farming the youth has, as a sort of leavening to slow the Creative man down, hopefully destroying them.
But in the music industry it often finds its most toxic expression. Infantilized by surges of Bacchanalian fame, male musicians have been encouraged en masse to feast on nubile 14 yr olds by their handlers so as to gain access to the hello kitty purses of the neophyte blank-slaters and , if they’re lucky, the additional pocketbooks of a two-parent household underwriting everything.
These men have been convinced that their defiant immaturity is a God given right and all sins they commit walking the Mickey Mousing of it all out can be absolved by throwing money at any of the cancerous growths from the behavior to cure it.
It is horrific at first but when you think about it…they are paid to write louche limericks in the key of 14 year old boys….so the logic of cannibalizing 13 year old girls becoming canon to them becomes… par for the course.
And often, parents allow the degradation of their children for proximity to celebrity and bragging rights themselves, ambivalent to the damage done to their daughters by basically selling them to the pied pipers and hoping for the best. Usually, this just is what it is, no adult in the mix giving a fuck for the psychological tatters that kid is going to enter adulthood dealing with once they’ve been discarded for new supply.
Nevermind the more “valiant” ones who refuse to free the fully programmed girls once they start waking up…because they don’t want to have been that guy.
When they already know they were.
…and now the abuse just shifts to a different shade.
& all this is if their own handlers don’t take them down for the addiction they primed them to develop once they become more valuable to them dead than alive.
& every once and a while, the world ends up salivating over the 2025 variant of the grim ‘fairy tale’ that we have in the headlines keyed to this r&B singer D4vd. He’s like 20-ish. Up and coming in the music industry. & every toxic thing I just wrote about is so standardized that this was his literal marketing plan.
This dude has been reaching out to groom little girls incessantly as his star has climbed, trying to harness their young life-force to make himself go viral. Meanwhile, a now 15 year old girl named Celeste was found dismembered in the trunk of dude’s impounded Tesla…while he was on tour. A girl who went missing a year ago, whose friends he was paying off to keep his secret…and supposedly, whose big sister sex trafficked her into the shit, with their parents awareness. She was missing but the whole family knew who she was with and said nothing. Just hoped for the best. Allowing the worst.
All this chaos is rooted in not comprehending the counterpoint already within you.
& it’s not like it’s your fault you don’t know wtf you are doing. They don’t teach us how to navigate this shit.
In fact, they didn’t know. & in this country the fake gender wars were consciously kicked up to impede an entire population that was waking up to having to get an understanding of what the actuality of all this inner-gender-counterpoint shit was truly about…to cloud the issue. Because even though the brunt of the elders did not know this shit the did know that our generation figuring it out sweatlessly would be like the end of the age of dinosaurs for them. So they took tech genX came up with to slow the whole thing down to a halt.
..Have you ever stopped to see the common denominator for what it was in all these attacks?
The “christian” church screams about the roles of men & women… as their leaders fuck whatever children they can get their hands on without retribution.
The “anti-christian” church acts as a net and captures all of the ones who think they’re smarter than all that and locks them into shit that ensures they will die out before they wake up to the ruse they’ve been bamboozled with is the backside of the same sauce they were initially wisely running from.
From the Pink & Blue that you must stick to, to the butchering of kids with hormone blockers being something the Left was more willing to fight for than gun reform and serious punishment for perpetrators of child abuse(it would boggle my mind that yall as a collective were more willing to cut off the breasts of a pubescent girl than the nuts of a fucking sex offender if I hadn’t been paying attention)…
From the sexual predator in chief to the Baphomet fixation the more shall we say high-falutin, intelligentsia folks get suckered into when they run into their shit with all of this like it’s a brick wall…
All of it is out there on offer for you to hide in when you want to block out the hum of the inner call of what is actually going on in you. They are all ruses to get you strung up, sexually pantomiming bullshit so as NOT to enter yourself earnestly and understand what the Anima & Animus of you actually is.
It’s the SOMA of the Brave New World.
So… what do you do… to NOT be strung up in all this mess?
Start… by looking at what you purport to “like” about the supposed “opposite sex” says about you.
Make it tangible for you.
“I like_______________________. That means___________________”
Then really look at it. Does it really mean that? Why do you need it to mean that? Why do you need anything to stand for that? What are you afraid of being seen as without that necessitates that? If you didn’t feel that you had to present as that, or without missing that….would you force you to juggle it for show?“
…and I’ll tell ya firsthand! It WILL ruin the dumb kinks you’ve gotten yourself caught up in, in often the most darkly comical ways. certain things I used to love- I mean looooooooovvvve – before tripping the light fantastic up from a particular road of perdition were so mawkishly ruined for me that anytime I see…it… all I can do is snort laugh at my own once stupidity, straight “but did you die~?!” style.
cough* The point is true harmony.
Remember: Creation and transformation occur when these two opposing but complementary energies harmonize.
But if you are unwittingly being a standard bearer for a masculinity Or femininity that is actually false to who and what you truly are, even if you get in balance with another falsifier of the balance and can eke out some semblance OF harmony… it’s going to fuck you.
Because it will be A harmony, not the true harmony you are meant to ring out with.
So everything will seem fine on the surface, but will be hollow due to you living the lie, drowning in thin air.
You gotta Get Real.
There’s no way around it that isn’t inertia.
We each …have to get real with our selves in these respective fucking holograms we’ve pastiched a universe together out of.
…& there are impediments.
Like the 440hz shift to fuck us up.
The transition from a variable pitch, which often centered around 432 Hz, to the 440 Hz standard occurred through several steps: a 1939 international conference in London recommended 440 Hz, the US adopted it in 1940, and it became an international standard in 1953 or 1955, formalizing a more unified system for musical performance, though some institutions still use different frequencies
AI, maan.
Never forget these fuckers messed with the frequency most of the music you listen to is tuned with to all but ensure that no matter the work you do on yourself, your broadcast will be a bit off if you are relying on them in your conscious evolution.
The system is off by modern design. Because it is easier to suck the life out of you if your inner harmony is off key.
But instead of being freaked out…understand that you, by design… are the true tuning fork. You are the code jammer & the code writer. You can cut through the hot wiring they have you fucking up your own life via. You just have to find the courage to do it.
& all of creation is actually For you. That they even had to shift it from 432hz TO 440hz…but couldn’t shift everything else on earth that sings out in vibration to 432hz…
Means that everything pure on the planet is singing out to you in the key of it, and by flourishing as it is…knowing you’ll take note of it… If you’ll allow it… you’ll be able to come back into resonance with 432hz on your way to meeting the real you under all the mess you’ve been suckered into.
The whole Anima+ Animus thing… they are not fighting one another, or standing there facing off against each other. They’re fucking. The Global Androgyne is the Male principle & the Female principle literally happily fucking the daylight out of each other to birth the universe.
You can live as if you aren’t getting laid inside if you want to.
& you will be kept from those Vibing with the reality that that is what all this is when it comes down to brass tacks.
It is all love… Good love.
Don’t be mad with them for getting it.
Get you in order so you can get it too.
-AB
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