I’ve been working on something very important all summer. To me. It is the first time that I have done this. & I took my time figuring out how this would work & what I needed to regulate for this to not be a shitshow.

Tonight , I broke open the aspect that was hardest to wrap my head around and just went “fFiiiiiine~I’ll do it, but I’m camping that aspect the fuq up, or I’m NOT doing it!”

…& with that, I imbibed au revoir style with apericena tonight. ..and it begins in earnest at dayUp.