I am softly stunned. I just read how the Veldt hit Bradbury and it brought me close to tears. He’s speaking my language throughout this book… but it was in this breakdown that I finally understood we … are speaking Theirs.

When I pushawwed the presto-chango to design a lifetime ago… when all of God’s pointing out the tests, the helming, the rough whathaveyous in explanation of how He had it in his cosmic head(s) thaaat it should be me… didn’t work in getting me to go “sure, I’ll do it~”

One card-toss did.

…remember the Veldt?

Thaaat was all he said.

I purred “Fuqqqqqq meeee, maaan~”

INSTANTLY flashed back to the impact of that fucking tale.

All these years later… dude is talking about having carried those lions with him since he’d been like ten years old.

From a book read in a library.

It was the same for me.

Ten.

Inna library.

Except it was …him.

It.

… thaaat fn story.

SOoo “gaaah! My heart! Lol” right now.

Imagine..trying to incessantly harm someone who never meant you a thing but good... and God turns your attempt to get in HIS way trying to curse them...

into the breakout, penultimate Blessing Of Blessings that person had been too busy & humble doing what God had asked of them for decades to even have thought about asking for.

Where they can now spiritually sincerely THANK you...see it as the good they did do you returning to them after all, closing the circle in a way nothing else would.

1003am, November 1st. 2024.

It’s shyly creepy feeling people key into the b52 all saints- all souls season/ post rawktober vibes. Especially since I’ve moved on and that circle has closed for me. But anything that has the rest of the world championing b52’s and blasting them up into the sky, altering atmospherics… is cool.

Universal Law always responds to your deeper intentions, which are to grow, develop, and unfold into the great version of yourself.

Michael B. Beckwith