Oh~ they're Going blackmail me with what I did that they know about if I stop now!
So...it's hell of eventual karmic returns- because you Know your ass was cognizant of wtf you were doing- that will be balanced out.
-OR the hell of supplication to those who'd blackmail you into a cuck chair when you're done.
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NUH-UH!I SOLD my soul,govnor! I's did, I say!!«
No, you wanted to be seen as something without truly being that thing and found folks who were willing to let you do all kinds of horrid, stupid shit to yourself and others to get the title of that dumb shit slapped on your forehead...and now you slink around in that ill-fitting costume, still NOT that initial thing you didn't have the balls or heart to just be FOR YOU in the first place.
& ya wanted it for the wrong reasons in the first place. Which is why ya made dumb choice after dumb choice. Find out the root of the wrong initial choice- the literal ignorance (not knowing)- face what IT is really about...and get the fuck out. Of the dumb shit you consciously signed on to.
There are people clamoring to be on the cutting edge, jumping on all the things to "be seen" AS this and that-
No vetting, no due diligence, no even sussing out the shady repetitive roots of the shit- they just wanna be There! &there! and ...there- in the action-
and truly think they're looking down their noses at those Not running around like chickens with their heads cut off with them.
But the reality is... they have been upside-down the entire time, strung up on the gallows, blowing in the fucking wind.
They stay buying into the conniving gospel of every pyramid scheme preacher screaming about the next big thing that passes near them ... thinking "🤔 maybe this is going to be the "it" that fills the void left after I sold the soul I was too arrogant and dumb to believe in when I had the chance."
But what's...hilarious to me is like "what makes you think YOU even Could "sell" your soul?" You don't sell your soul. You commit to being a fucking idiot and you hang with other fucking morons as fucking brayingly stupid as your "intelligent" ass that corroborate your dumb judgment as Being the end all be all as yall bow to another idiot.
That's Why you get mad.
You could cut off a toenail and auction it off. It's gonna grow back. Your soul( if you have one) ain't going nowhere. Even when you're being a fucking fool. THAT'S not only why you get "mad" When you see someone who you see as good, diametrically opposed to your soft-shoed "bad."
That's what IN you that GETS mad.
Your rage isn't against a him or her outside of you living in the "light".
It's at yourself for being a petulant sissy dingleberry CHOOSING to sit your mean, dumb ass in a dark You know damn well you fuckin loathe.
You commit to the bit until it fucking chokes you.
They repackage the shit after you finally vomit it out and your asses lap that shit roughly right back up, restarting the flapping in the fucking wind.
You think you're better than all the little people you're looking down on while you're begging them for their lifeforce and attention to prove you're more than them. It's all rank stupidity.
You can barely make a Shit to sell yet you think You can make...and then Sell your soul?
Roaring because my long haired guy just won the Jeopardy! Invitational tournament!
Something that tickles me?
How no one can understand how she is embraced... who went to college in America alongside ... the women now in their 40s and 50s(&60s) unironically ... cheering her on. I say this with such longstanding, demented love fah mah Olden Days, middle of America girls gone wild hoes ~
...he's painting them gold. Money on it.
This fn guy.
You can't be horrified by the sentiments of the old when the mindsets of those younger than you fill you with pure joy. THIS has nothing to do with "Africa." It has to do with Blackness. It was quietly framed as who was secretly ANTI it as the focal point. For a very long time. Now? These kids own it. Let those in anti mode die off. The brunt of...these kids...get it.
... but ya know what? COOL. BECAUSE IT'S A TELL. They're legislatively scraping the bottom of the barrel trying to foment fear over dumb shit in the populace because NOTHING else is working like it used to. They're really just... showing how much fear they Actually live in, in regards to the population of America looking directly at them for too long. They're fn terrified. & really hope their venomous fear has made the dumb...dumber. It has. They just don't recognize who the dumb really are these days, for the whole world to see.
This is why I pay no mind to the Olympics. Pre-it? I used to imagine going to them as an Ole lady, in Fencing, when I settled down some fn where & took it up all the way. But...Casually. Lol. It got ignited one last time six years later. But have no sporty illusions, big guy lol.
It was Rifat Ozbek×my once vicious precision (stabbing artBoyz with things in shows of gleefully abject dominance)that made me fall in love.
The Angel, Ever-Fashist.
I think 80s music is the antidote. The actual antivenom.
( What came next was so raunchy I had to erase it lolol)
( ...a doff of the chapeau~)
Night at the museum, anyone?
Our parents were idiots 😅. That was the summer of 78. I like almost died. Mouth was open 🙆🏾♀️. I ☺ didn't learn to swim in earnest until 2011. After decades of taking classes that never stuck lol. Not until I got in the ocean in Miami, alone. I'd been there on & off since 08, mind you. Then Poseidon himself started sending all the baby animals with tidings 😂& I went to the pool lol and got a lifeguard coach, who helped.
Angel, explains her angelic ocean lore
Just cuz you name him almost Baobao doesn't mean baBà is...ummm...
I Do ....see the irony in Minaj finding out she got a memento "gold card" instead of the real thing...and still has to pay the million to grift her green card( on top of the grift she just did)IF she passes the criminal check... on the night Cardi B is on SNL.
...butionfux with either of'em.
Rocky Horror Picture Show has always been my Septemberian Twin. Lowkey explains everything. There aren't many I'd lose my shitake mushrooms over. Laurence Fishburne ( did, 99); Adrian Paul(even if he's a midget🫠in real time);& Tim Curry are it. & Curry's the One who might make me cry. Lol not just because of the only IT that I could fuck with (lmao-I think i read the book after He scarred me for life, then I found out he was my Dr.).It was the manly strut in fishnets lol ☆ruined me☆lol. There's something about dat man...
Boy, you are on my spirit so sweetly today...