CLACK-CLICK-!!
current love of the Angel's life looks up at the sound, all "what the-?"
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...The Angel told yall he was gonna declare war on Christmas like 48 hrs ago, didn't she?...
The Angeln looks up8 & checks her watch at 1035pm Christmas Day, 2025
You know how the older you get sometimes the bad guys in the stories that you loved turn out to be the good guys?
Fritz still sucks!
Lol& that is the power of literature(or ballet, whatever lol. He was Writtenthat way lol).
The Angel, re-upping her Culkin NYC Ballet The Nutcracker on Christmas 🎄 eve afternoon, ova 🍝 spaghetti and meatballs, salad and friggingepic lighthearted Amaretto #tiramisu
OMG my yogurt is soooooooooooooooo....(catches breath)sooooo~ good.
Ok, that's IT!! If I ever settle down I need a lil yogurt machine... which is basically a cute slow cooker, but still! The gamechanger? The wallop of the colostrum that got cooked in onna whim. & I call it a wallop because it hit like one at first bite. There's an actual difference and you taste it because you know what colostrum does to yer coffees trying to get it not to clump. This is it's perfect home- after it cools and before you add the yogurt/probiotic starter. Literally the best yogurt I have ever had. I'd choose it over labneh, even Fage[I fn love full fat fage, too].
...I KNEW I was gonna nail this this year!
... yall wanna see whut I've been cooking(asked bashfully lol)?...ooooookaaaay~
God getting all "show your work" with the Angel
DearFiddy,
(...siiiigh*)
Pulease don't kill Marlon Wayans... I still haven't come to terms with that motherfucker being 3 yrs older than me [us] lol. Gotta admire his ...moxie😏. Considering.
The Angel, watching 50 be gentle with the youngest Wayans
...Now I understand April. Whatever that was... and whatever is trying to be... ain't "of" me. You know the me that you knew didn't roll like that. & the me that would've killed for you still wouldn't allow it. This is God galvanizing you. Only you know what he's said to do. Your healing is within you moving on whatever you know he said.
I am...not in it. God bless 🙌 and 🙏 Godspeed.
I love you like the moon refracts. My atmosphere shifts to accommodate only you. I bend light to be better soaked by the realities cast by your crazy orbs lingering over the earth of me, making my halos make shimmering sense to all you instruct on how to see before you shoo them away. I love you, and how canon claims at my daybreak you're to be reflecting on the far side of our realm...but every time I go out into the sun I find you still standing there, smiling at me faintly from the sky. I never have to ask how, or why.
He wants people to hate watch his Kill Bill reissue since fans watching it isn't enough for him. "But he's a great Auteur~" No he's not. He's just a racist. & yall find that shit poetic. The actors Make his movies events. Let that motherfucker figure out how to truly tell a moving story without any wonky whyteboy beta male racist bells and whistles, without any women being denigrated by his disgusting explicitly because it's him fetishist shit being dragged across them...and for it to even amount to the weak sauce, limp stick mess he accused those 2 dudes of will be a fucking miracle. That won't happen.& he knows it.
That's why he's focusing onhis kids now.
& I don't give a fuck about his jizzing in his pants every time he says, hears or writes the word nigger in dialogue, or the pass black people give him over it. That's been the grace of Samuel L. Jackson coating that motherfucker the entire time, anyway.
It's that he RELIES on the word nigger like a writerhead cuck and has been upheld as a standard.
...it's this stunning realization I'm sitting with... that I didn't survive them & "all that. " I literally thrived through it. In all faces. All directions. All times. In real time. Not even " in spite." I absently configured myself to run off the equivalents of postage stamps of what humans deserve to have poured into them, love-wise. I see how badassed that was. I Am. I see how beautiful my...unwillingnesses...are 🥲
I've seen alot of men in my time. Male Supermodels were my neighbors in nyc. & with all the menswear stuff... it's absently my bag. That eye. I'm immune, mostly. Seen... Lots of celebrities too. But in over a decade there...no one...and I mean NO ONE ...has ever shut down a literal city block just having fn lunch... like Benicio Del Toro. There are levels to this mess. There truly are. But whatever God was on weaving up That Benicio del Toro motherfucker (pardon my french) ...is different.
It's...Like annihilation. He disappeared folks lol, left their shadows on the sidewalk lol. I'm telling you, people in cars in slow traffic on 6th ave saw the hubbub & were - leaning out cabs! Just to get a looksie. Hilarious. No yelling, just Looooooookiiiing, like Ave Maria was playing lolol. He wasn't doing it. His Back was to the fn windows. But word spread lol. His Pr wasn't stoking or staging it. There were Supermodels IN the restaurant. EVERYBODY was like 👍 👌 🥹. No tip offs, either. No paps. This shit was pure Him.
Only time in my life I've seen that be...real. was impressed.
Our parents used to shot-put all of us into one of their houses with a stack of bad B movie horror vhs videos, a fuckton of snacks and we'd run chaos drills, screaming at the the TV one minute["OH my Fuckin GAWD!!Wtfru DOING??!!!" ] ...& conjuring bloody Mary and shit the next, a gang of wild amazon nerd girls in bathrooms, equipped. Batted out.
I truly never remember ANY mom or dad ever being on-site, let alone like "Umm~fuck is wrong with yall?"
Was it batshit crazy? Yeah🤪😝BUT~no kidnappings!
Formative genX good times
Diddy sending flowers to 50's ass out clubbing (#honeypot) after a documentary showed his machinations regarding Tupac and Biggie ... shows the performative nonsensical stretchmarks on guy's brain.
People aren't scared he killed'em like they used to be. NOW? THEY'RE MAD. At the depths of Diddy's cultural thievery. Those deaths were thefts to the kids who saw light in this two griots. On top of all else.
And now he's sending threats for a 3rd titan, knowing the Only reason they Had access TO that footage is because Sean's ass couldn't even pause in 2024....AND PAY THE NIGGA HE HAD FILMING HIM ? That One change. That refusal-and i know... God. I know God paused him in THAT MOMENT...and he Pharoah'd the fuck out. Diddy's looking in the wrong direction.
Curtis is like a kid sitting in front of looney tunes after-school with a bowl of cereal, watching Bugs Bunny own Elmer Fudd, tucking away blueprints.
Been reading Henry the 5th and Breaking open the head all day. My eggs are now restless lol because my brain is engorged.
...as a person who has called someone ...a drunk raccoon... in my younger years...I approve this visual expression of my early literary whathaveyous.
The Angel, cackling at God for making her pictorial slurs manifest just to tickle her.
when they said 900 bottles of baby oil my old club kid ass growled "that was Fn GHB ...and is probably gonna be lost evidence" and yall innocentes were like mwahmwahmwah!
I know my crazy assed underground motherfuckers! I came up in nyc clubs, was freeest in the gay clubs because I was Not the target - you could see the shift from the deejay booth across the crowd. GHB in baby oil'd be a direct hit!
There's mofos... i know...God...tried to warn, would've warned via me , even just get yo bearings down here wise...who dogged me Hard, clout chasing. No idea how safe i was down there and due to who. Calling me Pollyana trying to be cool, blind to -
Mofos Who got tapes. Who know...i know...they got tapes.
It's why I forgive and walk away.
Being prepared to receive what thought is not prepared to think is what deserves the name of thinking.
Jean -Francois Lyotard