I promised to take yall along for the ride …and this IS part of it. It’s time everyone knows that.

You are now aware of the world. Grievechronic has been running up against abusers & pedophile enablers every step of the way since the first art events keyed to building out the world were jumping off in Soho & Noho in NYC in 2003.

The world war Tim Tebow has spent the past five+ years screaming against I’ve spent the last 26 in the trenches of, watching comrades die from the sepsis that comes from letting these wounds fester in them while hating any and all sterilizing light that could’ve helped them whenever it hit them.

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What you have to understand is that the difference between an adult pedophile and a childhood bully on a playground is scant.

Those bullies are getting off on abusing their childhood peers down the same synaptic track that a 30 year old man sucking the life out of 14 year old girl OR boy has lighting up in their head.

THIS is why the lure for them is a kid caught up in the Disney-fication of life. There is a vicious, brutal hierarchy already encoded into a kid keyed innocently into all of that.

(Which is why you should side-eye any adult strung out on it, frankly. Whole ‘nother article.)

They target kids ( & victims overall) that cannot process life beyond that dichotomy…because WHENEVER they themselves Are processed beyond the constriction of those innocently tinted glasses, they are defined not as villains to anything on their level…but betas in the toe to toe of it all.

Case in point: Look at the physical actuality of the adult beta males[ & females] that resort to child abuse compared to their peers. A man who fixates on a child has been found ferociously lacking by any grown woman he has had to tangle with. Look at the abusers who’ve been revealed. & think about what it would’ve taken for a grown woman to fuck them from a place of sincerity or authenticity without fiscal or professional impetus.

These people frame it as a happily depraved variant of intellectualism with all kinds of verbose verbiage to say “you proletariats don’t have the mental capacity to understand~” but it really is simple in the harshest sense.

A micropenis looks huge to a kid. & they tend to be such sphincterish assholes in deed, disposition or description… that they have to pay chicks (& men) to even fuck with them, professionally or privately. Everyone has to figure out a way to make looking at them on the daily pay off to be fucking bothered.

They are fucking SIMPLETONS WHO BELIEVE IN BRUTE FORCE.

BUT WOULD GET THEIR ASSES WHUPPED IN ANY REAL DISPLAY OF IT COMING FROM SOMEONE EYE TO EYE WITH THEM.

I mean… really look at the parameters: These fucking men …are programming themselves with child porn, braying about being the Supreme beings on the surface of the planet… but they are raping- and often impregnating their own kids…devolving their seed 100x faster than any environmental factor ever could. Men who are in their twenties, thirties, forties and fifties who have drank and done all kinds of drugs for literal decades, haven’t paid attention to what they have been ingesting beyond making sure it’s literally the worst for them…are looking at lil Preteen girls as viable … because their doctors refuse to tell them the reason no woman’s womb can hold their seed to term is 100% due to Their inadequate caring for their own bodies. You’ve mainlined coke[ either coke] for 40+ years and the placentas of the kids that were supposed to be your offspring have had to jump ship due to your malfeasance… and none of these other idiots you pay to fuck with you could even get you to cut out fast food so your fucking progeny could have a chance?

A man who had the estrogen of a 80 year old bitch with fn osteoporosis was raping and eating kids with his friends while simultaneously wanting a world full of his literal impotence at the helm so the human species he was the nadir of could all die off together with him. You couldn’t write better fucking sci-fi than that.

Fucking...Simpletons. Every last ONE of them.

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But My stance on all that is not WHY /grievechronic\ has been in the creative crosshairs of cloaked beta males and those they pay to put up with them for over two decades. If that were the case, a bloody firefight would suffice. Their issue is not with me knowing how to psychologically undress their stupidity via my art.

Their outrage is wholly keyed to my refusing to let THEM be the main characters IN any of /grievechronic\ . Even when it looks like I am about to… it is solely to use their shit as a tool to set the inner kid pinned by past abuse free.

What grievechronic ACTUALLY does… is make the person whose childhood sexual trauma has disengaged them from both their inner kid and from being the prime mover in their lives… see characters unpacking all the fucked up shit shoved under rugs in homes all across America… and working through it.

If the /grievechronic\ series was positioned as trauma porn that was going to trigger and re-traumatize victims out of their hard- won survival mode statuses, and allow the villainy of the abuses to take and keep center stage? I’d be a fucking household name by now. I’ve even been asked to cleverly reposition it as such. Because this culture has been convinced it is a Narcissistic one by the loudest assholes within it.

The pedophile’s pathology undergirding their predilections is all about being worthless to humanity as a whole and knowing it, no matter how much money they amass or what standing they achieve out in public.

It’s what Vicktor Frankl spoke on- desire for meaning- inverted in its darkest sense...because with every breath …this torment of kids and the supposedly less than them is the only way their dumb asses can feel like they literally matter on earth being the pieces of dried out shit they are.

You can’t even fertilize anything of merit with the aftermath of them.

& you know what? I give not one fuck about that.

Not as an artist, author, survivor, thriver, Black person, woman…whatever “____” you need to define me via “what” you say I am instead of what I say and do. & neither should any adult whose light as a kid drew the insanity of these fuckers tooling around on the surface of this earth in the dark no matter the amount of sunshine hitting their foreheads or their asses.

…and neither should any survivor of childhood abuse.

Even if their insanity made you think you had to be like them to survive them, or got you to mimic them before you comprehended what they had you up to.

Targeting you was the closest they could get to attacking the God they live their psychological lives out literally being forsaken by. What they do not see in themselves they saw (& see) in you and the rage and envy…the jealousy of seeing “IT” in you made them want to rip it out of you, or to try to kill something{anything} in you trying to.

& yeah, this sounds all deep for them…especially in this poisoned age of protecting the vicious attacker in lieu of his or her victims. That’s the program we’ve been culturally fed by narcissists in the drivers seats for the last twenty years.

But you know what? It speaks even more volumes about the Light of God beaming out of you…and the inner kid they failed at snuffing it out of when you were small enough to have to survive them having access to you.

No matter what you or “it” looks like right now, no matter how tired or tattered you may seem, feel or look…that you are reading these words…that they found you today… or found someone who is going to fight with you to get you to see if the nine current books of /grievechronic\ can help…still proves they didn’t win & that god light is still IN there beaming out. Faintly, or brightly…

Recognize the God within you that these fools tried to kill and fucking failed at. Even if that spiritual kid has not yet been fully roused from its self- protective chrysalis.

They fucking do.

That’s why they’re still eyeballing you.

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What /Grievechronic\ does is manifold…but my two favorite things are:

1. it empowers the survivor of childhood abuse[ sexual, or otherwise] to look at what they went through without looking away OR throwing their lives away on the physicality of extracting revenge…without forsaking them the rush of vicariously living through some folks who DO go there, only to see that’s the true Beginning of the healing, not the climax-;

2. It empowers people with even the slightest smidgen of empathy surviving in their own systems within this society who were blessed enough to not Have to walk the road of surviving childhood sexual assault to…look back at their own lives… at the kids they absently grew up with who were acting out and ostracized…and understand the teeth marks on those kids that once registered to them without the language to comprehend what beast that kid may have been up against.

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When it comes to abusers and enablers? three compellingly different things:

1. It makes those who can be somewhat saved from the bullshit of their own interiority usually unpack their own abuse that led to them continuing to infect others;
2. to yes, scare the shit out of them with the play by play of the kids they attacked coming back around as adults to settle scores;
3. to scare even more of these Pedophiles, abusers and enablers with the reality that even if these kids DID decide to beat the life out of them For what they did and/or allowed…that only they can decide to give to God in lieu of righteously enacting… those abusers and enablers are nothing but fucking footnotes to the lives they tried to snuff out.

They do all this heinous shit to forcibly remain centered in your story…because they are not worth anything in your tale without all of that, nor within their own lives without you as a victim of them.

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There’s one scene that nails that truth of what this all comes down to better than any I have seen on this literary journey, who shot the dawg style.

It’s the climax of Antwone Fisher.

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I say ALL of that to say…

THANK YOU. Already. To the ones of you who have already heard what’s trying to be afoot technically &, loins girded, are hoping for the best.

& Thank you for the outraged heads-ups from yall who asked the 2026 editions of me, and that it has been an honor to produce for you. Yall are my ride or dies and how I am standing 25 years deep in the isolation pulling all of this off has mostly entailed. I fucking love yall…& yall loving the ones /grievechronic\ has and can help …helps me keep doing this. You give me hope no one even passively standing against my setting the captive inner kids free can conquer.

But yall also know the drill.

The other hope is that it is all simply a technical snafu, building out links-wise that flagged the system. I can give them that because they are a relatively nascent platform and the kind of widgetry other platforms already have in place marketing-wise are not available. They are ex- google and ex-planitir… which can be read as whatever it needs to be in the moment, depending on your stance.

I am not the biggest fan of QR codes, though I have used them. I didn’t want to muck up the websites with more of them after redesigns took so many of the previously used one out of circulation.

So we’re waiting to see if this is a “failed to use unique selling codes, links” thing that can be easily corrected.

Supposedly… the positioning the /grievechronic\ series as mature content should be enough, especially since instead of depicting abuse the way the entrainment/entertainment industry would lap up [trauma-porn-wise] would be fn fine with that. The fact that the dark fantasy series deals characters who are grieving abuses in a fictional series is supposedly covered on this platform, according to it’s own Ai:

However, if this is a purely fictional work (like a novel or a series of stories), it generally falls under the “Fiction” allowance in our policy, even with intense themes.

So we’ll see. This is also why it was important to do the concurrent 2026 ripped from the headlines paperback editions… in case of nonsense. Honestly? This is the best litmus test there is in all of this.

Gambatte, ne?

-AB