Best in show

These mushrooms are called chestnuts. First-time.

First pomegranates of the season and new flowers drew me that have wonderful symbolism.

Wifi is doing its best but all the time-sensitive stuff made it in on time.

+I loaded in goatmilk and chaga ahead of time.

I had a tea made for a friend up in Ventura.

Hoping he gets it before I go.

Another Septemberian.

It’s my last. Spiritually commissioned one.

This time it wasn’t God telling me to do it.

Yeah~Those tended to go sideways in the past lol, with God getting me to give folks something that randomly confirmed whatthefuckever God had been on them about… only for them to try me with nonsense regarding the actual fucks I gave outside of obedience to above. Usually with apologies given later, once whateverthefucks with them and God were sorted & them bewildered by my “whatever, doing my job, deuces~” vibe.

It took years to admit I had been hurt by all that.

Which kept resentment around. Towards God lol. The first time I said “nope, find someone else… it’s obvious that fucker hates you . I’m not getting in it!” Was comically Terrifying.

…but sweet. God was like “yeah, she is a twat & you don’t need your restraint tested anymore… I’ll find a demon-”

I was like ” God, wtf?! I could’ve been like fuck that the whole time?! ๐Ÿ˜† “

“Course!Yall be taking this shit too seriously! ๐Ÿ˜’ it is supposed to be Fun!๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜‹”

This dude?

He actually has no idea what his presence out here helped me sleep through since 2017. God used the fuck outta him on my behalf. In “RUFNKIDDING me, God! Fuck!lol” ways. Before & after lockdown.

… I kinda owe him lol.

He better let me pay him back before I go. Before God reveals the actual ledger๐Ÿ˜‚.