Category Archive: #ontheroadagain

He wants people to hate watch his Kill Bill reissue since fans watching it isn't enough for him. "But he's a great Auteur~" No he's not. He's just a racist. & yall find that shit poetic. The actors Make his movies events. Let that motherfucker figure out how to truly tell a moving story without any wonky whyteboy beta male racist bells and whistles, without any women being denigrated by his disgusting explicitly because it's him fetishist shit being dragged across them...and for it to even amount to the weak sauce, limp stick mess he accused those 2 dudes of will be a fucking miracle. That won't happen.& he knows it.

That's why he's focusing onhis kids now.

& I don't give a fuck about his jizzing in his pants every time he says, hears or writes the word nigger in dialogue, or the pass black people give him over it. That's been the grace of Samuel L. Jackson coating that motherfucker the entire time, anyway.

It's that he RELIES on the word nigger like a writerhead cuck and has been upheld as a standard.

It’s not about what he’s saying about that [now 40 yr old] Dano kid.

It’s WHY.

Same way it’s not refuting a 13 yr old could “be” a “party girl” or ‘want it,’ it is WHY A FUCKIN 13 YEAR OLD would…

And it’s… all about all the fucked in the head adults around her that allowed every thing that led to her having to ‘want it’ in order to survive the pit of snakes that kid crawled out of, on her way to putting her leetle foot in some rich pedophiles mouth, hoping that that time it’d lead to a way out of that hell.It’s not even worth having ire at that guy. He is what he looks like. Always has been apparent. Just…look at him. He’s Worn that predilection like a badge of honor from jump. & he’s been honest about it to a degree.

...it's this stunning realization I'm sitting with... that I didn't survive them & "all that. " I literally thrived through it. In all faces. All directions. All times. In real time. Not even " in spite." I absently configured myself to run off the equivalents of postage stamps of what humans deserve to have poured into them, love-wise. I see how badassed that was. I Am. I see how beautiful my...unwillingnesses...are 🥲

That differentiation happened for me when I was a toddler. It’s why she set me up. Knowing that is actually what saved me. She ruined all her kids trying to sacrifice me, too.

But here’s the crazy part. I absently had it on my mind Mommy Dearest came out when I was in 5th grade. That was the watershed moment, you know? Whole family gathered, must see tv style. I remember the wire hanger scene and her cutting her eyes at me…and me glaring defiantly back. That was the everything changed moment. Because I knew that she was crazy… but then I knew there were not only Other crazy mothers like her, but that the whole world knew SHE was wrong. & She knew it, too.

I just saw it came out in 1981. My fn bday wkd lol. I was fn 6 years old. But now I get why I never developed a taste for sports. & why I willed myself tall so young, too. I had to be tall to be safe. There. I was her size by 4th grade, entered 5th ¼” taller lol.