Weird take? Oddly proud of Russell Brand.

I 100% believed he did get ‘saved’ when his wilding ass said he did, even when it looked to most he was pulling an Evangelical Americanus rope a dope.

Anybody who’s really been wilding out and knows they TRULY are only still facking alive because God fn saved them from their own stupidity, insanity and fucking depravity also knows that actual salvation doesn’t do the erasure job American male Christians go about brandishing in the public eye.

aka… yeah God loves you…but shit still gets settled.

God’s just sincerely holding you down as you go through whatever it takes to work through what your ass built up being a fucking demon.

And it sucks.

To walk through that fn desert of your actions and inaction, in reverse…

Seeing the shifty human you were to people who ‘deserved’ it just as much as you were a piece of shit to others who truly never did you wrong.

“I’m so grateful for the opportunity in my own life that I get to participate in change and transformation and growth and love, and I feel so blessed that I have the opportunity to atone for the many things over the years that I did wrong, and the opportunity to ensure that people understand the truth of my situation and scenario.”

Russell Brand is the first motherfucker out of ALL these motherfuckers to publicly be like I did a whole bunch of fucked in the head shit to innocent people and am going to jail for it.

All the phony “I’m innocent” shit fell away right when they usually ham it the fuck up.

There is something generationally spectacular to that. Because not one of the celebrity cronies going to court before him have modeled that there shit to the lads at all.

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Christians who don’t read the Saul to Paul conversion thing of the new testament correctly never correlate the fact that Paul’s ass in imprisoned one way or another for the brunt of his ‘ministry.’

They get that’s why he’s writing letters To those churches and sending folks. They conveniently forget that the Saul he really ‘no longer is in God’s eyes’ still fn killed Scores of Christians before God literally knocked him off his fn high horse. Depending on your vantage point he’s in jail for those bodies in a cosmic sense or on lock down and being used by God to balance shit all the same.

Actual bare bones , bona fide true Christ Consciousness… whatever the fuck you wanna call it ( you meet the son of God for real and that cosmic dude gets all ‘welcome sibling’ about shit…to get your prodigal ass to come back home) doesn’t erase the ass whupping you know you deserve… it just modifies it a bit lol.

Like when your big brother wedges in there and takes a few hits for the team to tire your mom out so she’s too exhausted to kill ya…

Not saying he’s gonna be fine. In prison.

But he’s going in knowing that if he wasn’t with God now.. this shit could’ve been 100 times worse, considering all the shit only he and God knows he actually did. And it’s obvious to me that he knows that.