As one who -whilst carrying a full course load at one of the top design schools in the country in the mid 90s- pragmatically & borderline religiously used the psychotropically therapeutic whathaveyous of ketamine six nights a week underground to successfully (mind you) cyclically jailbreak myself from unsuitable familial trauma timelines that were trying to riptide me on autopilot… [When it was the pure good shit straight from fucking Amsterdam because one went to school in a city that was a main stop on the pipeline said good shit flooded into the USA via [after it dropped all the bad rat-poison cut shit in NYC & like Baltimore ]before it dispersed westward…]

I will say this…

During THAT particular period of “synthetically assisted self-healing” I figured out how to:

• Win fiscal independence from narc parents who were refusing to put any monies towards my education (after they’d robbed all of our college funds in their divorce, forcing me to scholarship tf out) yet were willfully reaping the rewards of all the child tax credits from my existence without paying for shit & rubbing vacations taken On said funds in my face …knowing they had nullified my financial aid being defined by a self-supporting tax record I’d begun accruing by age 14;
• use AVID editing decks, Adobe Premiere and the entire nascent Adobe suite backwards and forwards on a “warm body” workstudy gig I used to float into post clubland wilding out…operating out of a latent efface that still absently shows up today in the gb cook booking shorts;
• Design my “get me the fuck out of fn Ohio” design portfolio in such a way that I was immediately accepted as an at level transfer student at both of the top two design schools in the country; and so on…

Elon being up in there floating around in a “sure, it’s a micro dose’d” to fucking oblivion K Hole…actually leads a wee bit of Creedence to …this having been intentional.

It could be a protective “I’ll show you for trying to fuck me!! back beat built into all his DOGE shit that went just as overhead as him naming his lil division after a post in ancient Italy governance that was … a ceremonial symbol of the republic’s sovereignty & a position one was elected to for life by powerful aristocratic councils.

It could also be that he hired 20yr old inches with no work experience to know what pro features were de rig IN Adobe and since his standing has been pastiched together by all kinds of richly with a bad dad chaos that did not really include the actualities of building out from scratch for real, he had no clue what Adobe actually did for businesses in the day to day utilization of it.

Ketamine does a lot of things. Including making your brain smarter than you’d otherwise routinely allow it to be, left to your own devices. His higher Him could have seen where this shit was going.

It does not MAKE you an idiot.

& It doesn’t cover up you being an idiot.

…but it can help you having to deal close-range with idiots not turn into trauma & sufferance .

His father was and is fucked in the head and surely terrorized him in every way he could. Even now the man is openly fucking his own stepchild and impregnating her twice. & for his grandparents to have moved to South Africa in outrage of WW2 means… his genetic soup was primed to be operating from a psychologically fucked up narrative space. His drive towards being the biggest, the best and the most can very well stem from him being cognizant of being the smallest, the worst and the least at factory reset mode. All his hubris can be made sense of through that lens. Even all the kid-making. Maybe he’s in luck of the draw mode, comprehending the mathematical likelihood of the brunt of his kids turning out like their grandfather moreso than him.

I say all that to say… If there was ONE dude …I have heard of in my adult life… who understandably could need some Ketamine in his life to work through his shit…it would be Elon Musk.

He’s been to the K Hole promised land. He’s addicted to tapping that grid.

…but.

If he doesn’t do the work one is intended to Do on that plane… a higher him will reach through and fix shit he scooted the pooch on , without him even recognizing it as such. For timeline’s sake.

That alliance was always fucked. Musk is the kind of man that men like Tdawg blackmail, if not kill. Only now do I put down the Twink shit and point to the fucked in the head father figure shit.

I think we’ve been witness to a higher him timeline fix attempt.

I was proven right on the whole “Dude HAS something on him that is making him fellate a mic” shit.

I’ll probably be proven correct on this one too.

Ketamine ain’t for the faint.

It was blacklisted because it works.

They ruined the life of the doctor who proved as much. & they can’t figure out how to fundamentally use it against us because it uproots everything already internally being used against us left by other folks, intentionally or otherwise… and gives us the option and opportunity to eject it.

This may be the higher him’s mea culpa, comprehending what he released not he world trying to handle his daddy shit with this fn guy.

But I guess we’ll just have to see.