There's a reason you learn about Ben Franklin's ass destroying a bell with lightning (trying to activate old tech they didn't comprehend ) in school INSTEAD OF his ass cribbing notes off of the Haudenosaunee Confederacy, whilst disparaging the peoples whose governing inspired his ass as Niggers, basically. Out of jealousy. You were taught to stop there, go no further on his ass.
Doesn’t outrage me. Because I know who, what and whose I am. Tickles me, actually. It’s like Georgian white senators floating overturning the 14th amendment ( which set up the foundations of the for-profit prison system IYKYK…) which would take the ” Citizenship” of Blacks… as his compatriots literally burn to the ground the parasitic patriotic country his ancestors literally used the papers of the preceeding copper colored confederation to start the particulars of.
Meanwhile… Georgia has some of the most extensive ruins of the previous civilization here that have survived to the 21st century. All on federal wild land with shoot to kill trespassing threats along it’s perimeter. It’s too big to destroy & the national highway system cover can’t work this time. But maybe the data centers cover can, what with all their weird connections to inexplicably drought taxed areas.
Everything you were told to skim for a gist of the history of even this place was bullshit, nevermind elsewhere in the world.
All the stuff that Japanese scientist did with vibration plates and sand or water? Those very patterns are inscribed in the designs all over it, near the pillars that emit said sound/vibration when struck. These ancient sites that were the center of lost civilizations look like motherboards hewn in stone for a reason.
… But because they can’t take credit for it… you only find out certain truths if you’re meant to become obsessed with it. Every ancient alien addict that makes them Nordic even though not one of these spectacular sites turned up anywhere they “originate ” from is just usurper energy all over again. So you learn… to agree so they’ll keep digging deeper. Publicly. They stop digging publicly, make current gobekli tepe- like cease& desist decrees when any future exploration will show who really did the shit.
They're fn Vimanas. Race-obsessed white people just...can't...bear... certain truths having been ... reality prior to their exploitative whathaveyous because they've convinced themselves they're the pinnacle.
The dawning of the first day of the rest of your life is seeing... they didn't like you. They liked that you were willing to do the dumb , or complicated, casually demoralizing shit they convinced themselves (usually in council with also porn addled folks) they liked because it moved a faulty needle a bit & gave them hope.
That's why you lose your shit when you discover who they actually like, oftentimes recognizing it before they do. & notice I said 'Who' , not 'What' or 'How.'
So it becomes this thing...are you going to keep living that lie, punishing both of yall for the initially damn near unavoidable in this performance-ridden time ignorance? Or are you going to tell them to go live their truth ( because ya do care for them) so your truth can find you?
It's...not your fault he doesn't know what he wants. He never stopped having psychologically disappointing sex to figure it out...and you never stopped accepting subpar sex. Everybody needs to chill.
The degradation and emasculation of men has always been built into porn.
What it teaches men to do, what it gets them ‘biblically’ hooked into doing and wanting done to themselves fucks up sex. Every stroke they get led to put on autopilot is wrong. & they awkwardly feel the dissonance… even when their women live the lie with them for the house, positioning, access or whatever.
They know it’s off…that’s why they cave in and rely on it even when they have the girl right there willing to pretend it’s not trash. It’s just…bad programming language on autopilot. Some guys have been doing dumb, utterly unsatisfactory stuff in bed for decades , supposedly assured of their abilities in the silence by also-
Like…I always felt some cheating is keyed to him knowing it’s bad sex that she’s settling for with him, when the double lie becomes exhausting for her. The insecurities undergirding the cheating to see if someone else is going to ‘like’ it and all.
But it’s not one-sided.
Women of the last three generations have grown up parroting porn too. Even in their kinks people have gotten so performative that they’ve lost the thread.
Discovering and amplifying your kink applicably used to be freeing…. But the liberation got commodified and humans became casualties to and commodities for one another’s performance.
The sex that used to be had… had you looking sincerely forward to the Taste the Biscuits era.
These kids opting out are doing so for similar root reasons to why even my happily hedonistic heart stepped away from it all.
And now? More of all these old men who’ve been shut down even in transactional sex with their peers are fixating on kids to hurt them and call IT sex , wanting to convince those kids they hurt that trauma IS sex and is all they’re worth…. because their own porn- scripted sexual behavior has traumatized them.
But Now, because nothing can match the dopamine buzzer being strung up? We have parents making step-siblings share a room on a cruise ship when the step sister has already rung the bell that her step brother is trying to sexualize her… as pornhub pushes stepfamily porn Hard…and that stepbrother raping his stepsister and killing her on said cruise, hiding her body. He did what he watched done to spec and murdered her in the process.
