Category Archive: #ontheroadagain

That differentiation happened for me when I was a toddler. It’s why she set me up. Knowing that is actually what saved me. She ruined all her kids trying to sacrifice me, too.

But here’s the crazy part. I absently had it on my mind Mommy Dearest came out when I was in 5th grade. That was the watershed moment, you know? Whole family gathered, must see tv style. I remember the wire hanger scene and her cutting her eyes at me…and me glaring defiantly back. That was the everything changed moment. Because I knew that she was crazy… but then I knew there were not only Other crazy mothers like her, but that the whole world knew SHE was wrong. & She knew it, too.

I just saw it came out in 1981. My fn bday wkd lol. I was fn 6 years old. But now I get why I never developed a taste for sports. & why I willed myself tall so young, too. I had to be tall to be safe. There. I was her size by 4th grade, entered 5th ¼” taller lol.

I've seen alot of men in my time. Male Supermodels were my neighbors in nyc. & with all the menswear stuff... it's absently my bag. That eye. I'm immune, mostly. Seen... Lots of celebrities too. But in over a decade there...no one...and I mean NO ONE ...has ever shut down a literal city block just having fn lunch... like Benicio Del Toro. There are levels to this mess. There truly are. But whatever God was on weaving up That Benicio del Toro motherfucker (pardon my french) ...is different.

It's...Like annihilation. He disappeared folks lol, left their shadows on the sidewalk lol. I'm telling you, people in cars in slow traffic on 6th ave saw the hubbub & were - leaning out cabs! Just to get a looksie. Hilarious. No yelling, just Looooooookiiiing, like Ave Maria was playing lolol. He wasn't doing it. His Back was to the fn windows. But word spread lol. His Pr wasn't stoking or staging it. There were Supermodels IN the restaurant. EVERYBODY was like 👍 👌 🥹. No tip offs, either. No paps. This shit was pure Him.

Only time in my life I've seen that be...real. was impressed.

Our parents used to shot-put all of us into one of their houses with a stack of bad B movie horror vhs videos, a fuckton of snacks and we'd run chaos drills, screaming at the the TV one minute["OH my Fuckin GAWD!!Wtfru DOING??!!!" ] ...& conjuring bloody Mary and shit the next, a gang of wild amazon nerd girls in bathrooms, equipped. Batted out.

I truly never remember ANY mom or dad ever being on-site, let alone like "Umm~fuck is wrong with yall?"

Was it batshit crazy? Yeah🤪😝BUT~no kidnappings!

Formative genX good times

…If after watching all 4 episodes you think the point… is pissing Diddy off… yall ain’t watching what I’m watching. They confiscated 900+bottles of ghb laced baby oil and all the blackmail tapes at various locations. There’s enough Alex( the director) didn’t cover for 4 more seasons…and I am only absently aware of the shit they ommitted. Without even touching the kiddo shit. Yet. More is coming. That’s why the dudes who mimicked him “in the culture” are mostly silent.

The kiddo shit coming out while he’s locked up may just fn end this, too.

My only… concern for 50[because he can handle himself when it comes to snakes… he’s a fuckin mongoose] is all that recent Shreveport shit. His ass better make sure no poison pills are in Anything he signed where, should something happen to him some racist Louisiana politician reaps all he’s poured into it. Hopefully everybody is vetted For real. Diddy effed up with the liquor company to start the official unraveling… hopefully 50’s oldschool genius smartwater/vitaminwater head thoroughly protected himself from any of those ” worth more to me dead, nigga” machinations that sometimes riptide genX black creatives.