Asides

If you come from a lineage of folks who chose not to heal…your deciding to heal can be interpreted as High Treason by them.

FUCK…them.Go fn heal anyway.

Ratified ZEN shouldn’t be radical but it is these days… until we stop letting them classify it as such.

Bieber sold his entire music catalog to get out from under the wealth his abusers amassed via and whilst assaulting him.

They told him- like pedophiles do to their adult victims- that everything he now had was due to them, so he could say nothing. They said… He was complicit, living off of the fruits of their evil towards him.

So…allegedly… kid sold all his rights ‘back.’ In exchange for 200 million dollars. And his freedom. Everytime you blast any of his old music you’re lining the pockets of the Epstein class pedo- machine that broke him as a kid.

But the genius loophole with the Coachella sets…was that him playing the old YouTube videos of him as a kid from a laptop…for everyone in that crowd who’d loved him to sing along with… cut those fucking vampires out of the money loop. The only songs he “Performed full out” were from the albums he released After selling his catalog. The ones where all the music publishing money comes to him, his wife and that kid he now has.

He showed his inner child how much he’s loved even now.

& those who’ve had to find real world ways through heinous gauntlets in the aftermath of surviving the pedophiles now trying to rebrand themselves as Minor attracted Persons…all got it.

Legacy media tried headlines about ‘Big FINES against Bieber over Coachella set”… to intimidate other artists that might just graze the headlines and move on. But the actual fines weren’t a hard shove from the machine…it was due to him going like 2 to5 minutes overtime, local sound ordinance wise.

Aw~ you hate me? Not as much as you love to surround yourself with gullible women who have kids whilst s t u p i d l y coming for me, you dumb fn pedophile.

They are only here to see it because you keep bringing them here after you or someone in your stupid fucking camp tries to fuck with me. Some of these bitches be trying to rally around your ass with blind spots a buckshot hole wide. you’d think… with all the trauma in the world they’ve already gone through they’d smell shit askew with your fn cries. But that noxious whitewashing/brainwashing can be a trip.

Yeah, you. You. That you’d be this fucking stupid to believe him? Your ass should fucking know better than all the others, considering. Your inner kid has to be looking at you like you’re a fucking idiot, joining in. All the fuck yous that you’re spouting are irrelevant because you’re the one here bitching, blind. You’re a fucking amazon. How the fuck do you not know better?

The part that… I have given to God until this day… is how…when it came out due to her cavalierly asking for help in the midst of that public, now buried, cybernetic humble brag… those who didn’t want to believe it due to your good guy optics looked in on that stunted kid in that then technically grown body…

& found her fucking flailing through the start of her adult life, trying to make sense of all the chaotic, dead psychology of sex worker logic rampantly running rip-shod all over her in the aftermath of the cutting season.

You infected her with all of it.

You brought that right over to that kid. Like a mental STD. Like a mind worm. When she was one. & you haven’t been held accountable for shit.

“Why is he quietly co-signing her doing porn there?” Well… How could he refuse, considering what he did to her that led to all of that?

She barely stood a chance. Because of You. Fuck her mother. YOU knew better.

Go find some more ‘mommies’ to add to your “she’s beewing mean to mee for harassing her for Not making my victim’s story her mission~ how’s your brood, by the way?” crew. Fuck you.

Oh! That’s just a coinkdink THAT THEIR KIDS are in the same age range your (primary) victim was in when you groomed her as her mom looked away?

When some of these bitches watched you otherwise dodge them for literal years? Now you’re suddenly wanting to be all Uncle-ish again? All “let’s rebrand for some kids projects! They’re easy!- I mean- easy money-“

yeah… real discreet.

Don’t aim at the messenger, Ladies. Pay attention to your kids.

Just ask yourself: In post SB 145 (2020) California, would he even have to register as a sex offender for tricking your kid into sucking him off before they leave 10th grade?

You could never quite place why he got with the proudly MAPs flag painting person when he did, could you? It flies in the face of reason until it doesn’t. unfortunately for us all…it’d be much better for you if I were crazy or malicious.

He’s going to keep trying to find chicks to come for me… he’s just fucking multitasking. You don’t have to heed me. You should fucking watch him with your kids.

Him? He’s a FUCKING Sow. He’s SUS as fuck, every way you bend that word.

The Angel, watching him having his team try to find discreet ways to add to his contracts ‘kids- focused whathaveyous’ in all future projects even though he has none, & hearing rumors of him suddenly cosying up to ‘friends” whose children are cusping on coming of age (only so he can watch, allegedly)…like he’s fooling anyone.

There is no actual strength in your stalking. You aren’t doing it to box with me. It’s not like it’s a call to arms- you know I’d whup your ass in the street, frankly. Make a show of you rolling up on me. I’m not one of these slight, white bitches who put up with your braying fuckboy nonsense because it gives them money.

Anybody you try to send in to do your dirty work towards me sees you’re the same fucking pussy of a “male” that has already been emasculated by me that I wave you off as when you get your panties in a bunch.

There are not enough black men in dresses or white women in strap-ons willing to take money to dick you down to erase my having more courageous cajones than you’ve ever had. It’s not the penance you keep mentally trying to position it as…because it’s not the rape you enacted. You ask them for it. That kid was groomed.

You may have convinced yourself you want to be fucked by me… But you don’t want to fight me. You’re doing this mess because you don’t trust the people you ‘fuck with’ not to be betraying you off in the cut with any of the ones who won’t fuck with you.

Because you deserve to be betrayed in your fucking nonsense.

You spy and stalk because the last “big time’ you dug a lil deeper ya found out the guy you wrote off as your perpetual professional gimpy whipping boy fucked with me for real … & actually dug me so much he made peace with God making him see you didn’t dig him at all.

You keep looking ova here…because you know they’re listening to me, looking for cues to confirm the horrid shit they alone already sense you’re currently up to… even as you set up another round of slandering me. They all know your tells. They all roll their eyes when you kick up harassing me again. Them taking their 10% doesn’t blind them to the piece of shit you’ve always been.

That’s what makes the current tilt of this place all the more laughable. Stalking me and spying on my ass… is an expression of You still being a wannabe …wanting to be in the loop. Even when you’re supposedly the main carnival barker in it. But you can’t even be in the loop of the false narratives you keep trying to construct around me.

You’re supposed to be one of the popular kids…yet here you are fucking obsessed with me, a chick not jockeying for the charts at all. It’s creepy as fuck, but whatever.

You circle back because you suffer through seeing your lies never work in the eyes of those you tell them to. & keep wanting to blame me.

But this?

It’s not just because I am in every sense of the word , an Angel… and am so good at the cosmic job I have agreed to.

It’s because you simply suck at yours.

You’re a bad actor. No one believes you.

Most especially when you’re being your sick in the head, boring- assed self.

Your pathology grates against the nerves of everyone you have to have on some variant of payroll to even put UP with you.

You will only be missed by the ones who believe the media lies held in place by your team to pay for their mortgages and car notes. & I feel bad for those who will miss you because I get how desperate they are in this world to believe some modicum of decency survives and still exists in the cesspool this place keeps trying to convince them earth needs to be. Because the monetized exposes to rip that swaddling away from them are probably going to hold off until you’re gone.

I won’t even say the sooner the better we get to that stage.

Because there’s still space for you to actually turn it all around, non-per formatively.

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But… thanks. For alerting me to the season your victim finally does get fed up with you gearing up. I still probably won’t tune in but… duly noted, you know?

You wanted your harrassment and abuse to be “front page news” on The MAG again… but god is about to see that demand and raise it…

… to satisfy everyone else pelting the heavens over the callousness of your stupid ass.

& Fuck you for every attempt at attacking my books. Fuck you on behalf of every kid and adult who will have more nonsense to push through to feel heard by them so they can save themselves from the conniving fucks like youalready in their lives trying to keep them in some semblance of captivity.

You are working in concert with all the other abusers who need to be shot in the face for what they have done to kids …even as you try to get as close as possible to blurring the lines about what you’ve actually done. But all that is about to get clarified like a motherfuck all over your ass. Sans any involvement from me.

Good Luck. & Godspeed, God.

Because… enough already. Sheesh.

Erebus is a‘Pro-Survivor of Childhood Abuse‘ book, not an ‘Anti-Pedo‘ book because it centers the kid who has to find a way to live instead of giving the predators the center stage.

That pisses so many abusers off because it corrupts their energy source.

Fucking with that pipeline, even years after the fact…taints the high they get from the trauma. Erebus makes the reader see the manipulation of the enablers and the predation by the abusers for what all that truly is… without giving them the longed-for fairytale villain treatment their ego desires.

It’s like how no war on drugs ever works.

Only facing the root rot that led to the susceptibility to the need to numb out works. I’ve said it since I agreed to the /Grievechronic\ project :

“Addiction is…because addiction works. Until it doesn’t anymore.”

Just do the blackface, already.

For fucks sake. & be honest about the piece of shit he is when you’re in it. Then maybe both of your dumb asses will find peace.

How many times are you going to make a bitch try to find some way to “be me for you” when she doesn’t get you off like the 14year old kids of your friends do until SHE wakes the fuck up??

Because bitch… to really get him off by “being me towards him” you’d have to turn him in to the cops with the proof you have of him sexually assaulting a teenaged girl.

….not blackmail his ass after you showed you fucked with the pedophile cause.

Pedophiles suck.

My biggest issue with the puritanical posturing of any genXers is because our parents generation was wilding The Fuck out, so much so that the only ones of us that got close to how nuts they were…are dead. Boomers were insane after dark and underground lol. All make America great again- that’s why the retirement homes are the current STD capitals of America. There’s always a boomer at the pinnacle of a sex cult to this Day lol. The music was all hip thrusty lol

yo, Enablers!!!!! EREBUS is for Yall.

This one’s for… the pieces of shit in 2026 supporting the fuckin’ pedophiles at every stage of their fucking stunted “development.”

We are now waiting to see if the powers that be suddenly have an issue with the concept of survivors of abuse working through the Kubler-Ross grieving process to free themselves from the trauma of having had To survive childhood sexual assault IN A FICTIONAL TALE instead of being pinned by it, platform-wise.

Ai can be used for good. But the understanding that most behind the spread of and use of it by the general populace rarely have good in mind has been glaringly apparent for some time.

I am always willing to give that benefit of the doubt to fellow creators when those creators merit that. Desiring to do good is a gorgeous thing.

Let’s hope that is the case here.

The books have been quietly trucking along, marked mature. But now that there is higher visibility, any pushback against that visibility in this Epstein cult climate will be telling as fuck.

So…before we go any further… Let’s fucking go.

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