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&if you are angrily saying “Angel, don’t Do this~” it’s because your passively prejudiced ass cosigned on their obviously racist bullshit . Again. Readily. Because it can never be yall even though it IS yall 99.9.98% of the time…and you are scared motherfuckers are onto yall too. NewsFlash: We’ve been onto you. It’s just boring at this point. We ALL knew it was one of his lookalike grifty cronylooking folk. Only this time, your lying to your selves got a white woman and a white man murdered in the streets. But it’s May. Yall have forgotten alll about all of this, right? Whatever lol.

Say what you will but there are a plethora of mixed, tall lanky 28 to 34 yr olds … wandering around mother earth 🌎 due to awakenings this mofo triggered across ethnicities.

And that he was a good guy …so the industry Dogged him¿? The idea…sheesh.

Not just because his Bedazzled is my favorite. & I loved the Mummy- he wasn’t even my Guy in the Mummy, but he’s been my guy since Pauly Shore😉.Who was also my guy for other reasons 😂lol.

The head girlie was all sly with it, like ‘…sup~” and I turned 5, an Artemisian, deer loving, ceryneian hind having five years old lol. And instead of running, tha other scouts came around tha corner, all “… gang-gang!” They “Ayo!’d” me🥹, all “whachuUptherecookin’ ?”

They Hear ye, here…ye’d me☺️~

The Angel, all “okay, I’m officially here. Tha word hath gone forth~” and ish…

These lil fuckers are pitching such a fit this June…but it’s how they allow themselves to participate in Pride month. They want that June attendance to count.

“Look at me! LOOK HOW HOT UNDER THE COLLAR THIS GETZ ME!🤬! LOOK how flustered & angry I am!grrr-”

Closeted attention whores wanting everybody bringing them up in June

An angry hard-on yelling at ½naked sweaty,gyrating guys dancing around in foam and glitter doesn’t count. They wanna storm fire island in outrage.

” why aRe they so angry about somebody elses see life??!”

“Because they wouldn’t be able to be Proud of what they actually like sexually in public so it pisses them off.”

Anybody angrily screaming “It’s a choice!!!” …chose.

Amiss for themselves. &are livid.

Even though no one said “Ot! No backsies!”

E.T was Black and the movie was a dissertation on whitewashed America’s reaction to brown people in their picket fence neighborhoods, from the fear to the wanting to dissect him even though he’s a kid…and how he wasn’t safe( to the viewing audience they until the put him in drag. #sommayallknow. 😬

He also almost died, expressed by what? turning white. Maybe Spielberg read enough Hindu origin mythos to know all their space-faring gods were brown? Lol. If you watch the movie with that lens it’ll ef you up. Disclosure Day even has the long spindle brown fingers creeping back up in the trailer.

The fear of “when the ‘gods come back, they’re not gray or Nordic pink, but brown ..or so black they look blue” is always in the air, whether you want to deal with it there or not.

Doesn’t outrage me. Because I know who, what and whose I am. Tickles me, actually. It’s like Georgian white senators floating overturning the 14th amendment ( which set up the foundations of the for-profit prison system IYKYK…) which would take the ” Citizenship” of Blacks… as his compatriots literally burn to the ground the parasitic patriotic country his ancestors literally used the papers of the preceeding copper colored confederation to start the particulars of.

Meanwhile… Georgia has some of the most extensive ruins of the previous civilization here that have survived to the 21st century. All on federal wild land with shoot to kill trespassing threats along it’s perimeter. It’s too big to destroy & the national highway system cover can’t work this time. But maybe the data centers cover can, what with all their weird connections to inexplicably drought taxed areas.

Everything you were told to skim for a gist of the history of even this place was bullshit, nevermind elsewhere in the world.

All the stuff that Japanese scientist did with vibration plates and sand or water? Those very patterns are inscribed in the designs all over it, near the pillars that emit said sound/vibration when struck. These ancient sites that were the center of lost civilizations look like motherboards hewn in stone for a reason.

… But because they can’t take credit for it… you only find out certain truths if you’re meant to become obsessed with it. Every ancient alien addict that makes them Nordic even though not one of these spectacular sites turned up anywhere they “originate ” from is just usurper energy all over again. So you learn… to agree so they’ll keep digging deeper. Publicly. They stop digging publicly, make current gobekli tepe- like cease& desist decrees when any future exploration will show who really did the shit.

The degradation and emasculation of men has always been built into porn.

What it teaches men to do, what it gets them ‘biblically’ hooked into doing and wanting done to themselves fucks up sex. Every stroke they get led to put on autopilot is wrong. & they awkwardly feel the dissonance… even when their women live the lie with them for the house, positioning, access or whatever.

They know it’s off…that’s why they cave in and rely on it even when they have the girl right there willing to pretend it’s not trash. It’s just…bad programming language on autopilot. Some guys have been doing dumb, utterly unsatisfactory stuff in bed for decades , supposedly assured of their abilities in the silence by also-

Like…I always felt some cheating is keyed to him knowing it’s bad sex that she’s settling for with him, when the double lie becomes exhausting for her. The insecurities undergirding the cheating to see if someone else is going to ‘like’ it and all.

But it’s not one-sided.

Women of the last three generations have grown up parroting porn too. Even in their kinks people have gotten so performative that they’ve lost the thread.

Discovering and amplifying your kink applicably used to be freeing…. But the liberation got commodified and humans became casualties to and commodities for one another’s performance.

The sex that used to be had… had you looking sincerely forward to the Taste the Biscuits era.

These kids opting out are doing so for similar root reasons to why even my happily hedonistic heart stepped away from it all.

And now? More of all these old men who’ve been shut down even in transactional sex with their peers are fixating on kids to hurt them and call IT sex , wanting to convince those kids they hurt that trauma IS sex and is all they’re worth…. because their own porn- scripted sexual behavior has traumatized them.

But Now, because nothing can match the dopamine buzzer being strung up? We have parents making step-siblings share a room on a cruise ship when the step sister has already rung the bell that her step brother is trying to sexualize her… as pornhub pushes stepfamily porn Hard…and that stepbrother raping his stepsister and killing her on said cruise, hiding her body. He did what he watched done to spec and murdered her in the process.

9 out of 10 women I was ‘friends’ with across 15 yrs in passing in nyc were miserable, putting up with abusive behavior.

You’d be like “girl -wtf? The dicks that good?!” …and they’d just fucking crumble.

& two days later be with friends trying to pressure the freebirdies to Join them in their booed up misery. All just living lies with each other just to say they had a dude, having animosity twds you for being like “I’m cool.”

And then the flip arounds always ended horribly. The shitty dudes getting in their ears gassing them up to keep them down, Them to the point of “You’re jealous, you want me~”

“N*gga, the bitch I know you rough up told me you also suck in bed. & I’d fuck you up for the insult of either offense. Fuck outta here!”

I learned not to trust a chick who’d put up with that shit Early. Damned near everybody be cheating because they’re damned near all lying.