Category Archive: #ontheroadagain

…& that was the thing. It wasn’t ‘oh, she’s a boy’ because I wasn’t. They accepted me as …Storm lol. Which meant i could indulge in my…violent proclivities without them being aghast. & he-PBB, like ioneveno if he had big sisters but he was as “Oh!I hit girls 😏” as my crazy ass was “Go head! Tell my daddy! Come at me, bro!I caint go home if iont win!😅”

He was one of the ones who found me after 20yrs of my mother blocking them from me. I thank God for platonic for real guy friends to this day over those artboyz.

& he’d 100% get my predilection for that guy. He’d stand beside me arms crossed, smirking all “😏 yew caint take him… he’d fling you across the – wipe that sick grin off yer-geez…you wanna die… he Literally does that as his- he’s a professional…but I did overhear him say…yo momma~😛”

PBB gets all the wild action shit in Elysum because outta all the Artboyz he's the one I know can move as such because I'm who put that PBB through it's paces. He'd survive a rooftop jump. I miss trying to kill him sooo much sometimes! The cacophony of desks and drawing boards flying as everybody tried to get outta dodge. Only time this bodhi got to be as athletic as I otherwise stoutly refused to be because all sports =plantation politics bs to me.

Sailing through the air, cussing and grinning because he popped me in the back of the head and now had to die😂. At like seventeen. #good times. He always went down with a fight, too. Melodramatic yollers, laughter-

The dude who inspired Jezreel would survive a three story stair plummet too because he was my 🫂 gaybf male dancer. & the teacher Wade who's bout to go nuts in Emp to save them was our school's first male dance teacher. My 1st hot for teacher 😍 crush lol. But he brought it on himself lol. I was introduced to that man inna full split and there was no going back lol. Ruined, I was!😂

But all my boyz could fight. One way or another. Which is saying alot for a clutch of art nerds. But they were Cleveland art nerds, all hoods. So it tracked.

There was a boy I went to school with. One of my artboyz. Purely platonic. We were each others… well basically He was one of the eyes to eyes ( same height) that got a kick outta trying my maddening ass just because he knew it’d be WAR and we’d be sneak attack- shoving each other for days over physical insurrection. Hindsight? After 9th grade we majors didn’t have gym lol. I think he was keeping us spry 😆.

He made it into Elysum as PBB. . .”Pretty Boy Body”🤣because the platonic consensus was he had the best boy body in school, hands down. He was happily insane. But I owed my sprints being fire to him. & my tackles. The halls would become the Serengeti playing hood tag with him. We had to take stairs outta the field(3 story building) so nobody’d die.

This guy’s frame reminds me of the home elbowing him in the neck was. Except HE could kick my ass lol. Allegedly. I’d probably be letting him tho😏

"Yeah, but why aren't cha all 😛 over him, ya boycrazy Amazon( not an oxymoron IYKYK)?"

... because he played Theseus so purely that I bought it. #tookmeback

Which makes me his half big sister or something lol Mythologically😜.

#samemessydad

#sommayallknow... #knowyourmythology

eh. It’s almost 1am in the middle of the 50th year of my life, my charge has kept me up the brunt of the last 96 hours, and that’s what I look like, raw. Frankly? I know that’d be fn impressive at 35, let alone fiddy lol. I’m good. It’s all good.

Fuck it- it’s fucking glorious, got dammit.

😜 grace of God.