IT still stands. My love for John Frusciante… but as I moved deeper into honoring /grievechronic\the way I hear & see it, the way it was and is given, it shapeshifted. It was all about not just embracing my art, it was about loving and living out my artistic 🫀, here. And knowing… how debilitating going into all that nonsense raw as a celestial could potentially be. To be able to be heartbroken by this place …and then to heal, to get you can’t be stopped By it all in horror and disgust, but instead that’s why your ass got sent in, to shore up clean hearted kindred barreling into this plain so they can be soothed seeing you Doing it…and you gotta steel your way through the nonsense To give Them that… he’s been composing the soundtrack to that for me since breaking the girl.

&what’s weird in hindsight for me is that when I was in my early 20s, before launching the line, in underground princess mode my love in nyc was this Italian dude from northern Italy who was a a young, classical guitar phenom who looked just like this. He kept me company after iii came back from my dalliance in my own pocket of hell in 96/97. Spitting image of how John looked when he came back Up from underground in 99.

That cut off "Tha females love tha money,Nigga-" was tha part so many miss. He ain't talkin about "us," even if on the surface it seems like he kinda is disparaging women.

The guys who are turning tricks like that to make 💰 are feminine men, prostituting their divine inner anima. Calling it challenges and competing.

& they 'feel' they have to while simultaneously hating 'feeling' anything at all.

That's why those guys treat their actual women like shit, too. Those guys have turned their inner feminine aspect into an emotional vampire who sucks the life out of their preferences [prefered supply] and are in bereft competition with any female that comes around whatever 'man' makes those guys Want to be seen as "Better Men" publicly. It's a whole mindfuck men can get trussed up in.

Shannon Sharpe showcases how wrong all that$got his head allatime, the corruption that came with it or was magnified by it. It’s like always tha wrong tings,maan! But…I appreciate him showing it aloud So he Can be enlightened. If he takes the passionately offered correction in.THAT waking up to the BS the game has you on is a gift to others playing blind and dumb consciously, whose hearts want to wake the fuck up from moves their minds keep making trying to win in rigged games.