Asides

That may be stunts, but for me? That was the joy of being an Art Major at CSA. Where our teachers could and would kick our asses as much as we beat the heck outta each other. That’s why Elysum is the way it is 😅.

We were ALL radicalized to even Be underground in the late 80s 90s. One way or another. Frankly. Case in point? Laramie. Where that shit happened vs where it could have to any of us, just for being different where we came from…was a motherfucking reality, no matter what the difference engine you were about, was.

Why the fuck you think everybody ran to NYC? There was a literal circuit, damn near underground railroad style, per genre peppered across the chunk of America I came up in… that emptied in nyc.

To be fair, I remember the movie frame I first saw him in . It was his Back inna dress shirt.. couldn’t name the movie if my…lol. I think it was expendable 3 or 4(? Iono) . THERE WAS …hearty appreciation. But like nothing…gratuitous. until the stabbing arrow thing endeared me and all. But now discovering that he’s even more of a nutter ( keep it clean, ladies) than Momoa… I’m just…happy 🤣. Still not horny [clarification 🍔]…but~ happy.

The Past was produced by who you are. Your personality walks into the room before every relationship you get into. & it’s intent…is to resolve something subconsciously askew yet integral to all current definitions of “you” that said personality truly believes it can address with the latest person that appeals to it…

This may explain the rubric of relationship patterns repeating themselves seemingly against our wills.

All of this could be terrifying if the personality was not a lie.

Finding out which past relationship pattern is actually trying to execute itself with this new person is earth shaking.

Especially when you’re ready for it, but did not see that particular “it” coming.

That healing crisis, that sheer sickness is very real. More real than the personality triggering it by holding onto trying to heal something that is actually meant to die.

Ya know, actually technically Alot Bigger than me big guys really haven’t even been my thing since the Dolph, CONAN,Rambo 10yr old minime era…but Sir Wallopalot does find ways to tackle the tehtas all the same. I’m hearing yollerz of “don’t post the Arrows!” BUT I MUST! ……iiiiiiiiiii Shall!

The Angel, …incensed over folks picking on gentle giant big people like they’re lil folks & expecting them to just suck it up.