The part that… I have given to God until this day… is how…when it came out due to her cavalierly asking for help in the midst of that public, now buried, cybernetic humble brag… those who didn’t want to believe it due to your good guy optics looked in on that stunted kid in that then technically grown body…
& found her fucking flailing through the start of her adult life, trying to make sense of all the chaotic, dead psychology of sex worker logic rampantly running rip-shod all over her in the aftermath of the cutting season.
You infected her with all of it.
You brought that right over to that kid. Like a mental STD. Like a mind worm. When she was one. & you haven’t been held accountable for shit.
“Why is he quietly co-signing her doing porn there?” Well… How could he refuse, considering what he did to her that led to all of that?
She barely stood a chance. Because of You. Fuck her mother. YOU knew better.
Asides
“she must be blackmailing him…it’s the only explanation-this makes no fucking sense-” Remember all that? Well… unfortunately, that’s not the ONLY explanation…
Go find some more ‘mommies’ to add to your “she’s beewing mean to mee for harassing her for Not making my victim’s story her mission~ how’s your brood, by the way?” crew. Fuck you.
Oh! That’s just a coinkdink THAT THEIR KIDS are in the same age range your (primary) victim was in when you groomed her as her mom looked away?
When some of these bitches watched you otherwise dodge them for literal years? Now you’re suddenly wanting to be all Uncle-ish again? All “let’s rebrand for some kids projects! They’re easy!- I mean- easy money-“
yeah… real discreet.
Don’t aim at the messenger, Ladies. Pay attention to your kids.
Just ask yourself: In post SB 145 (2020) California, would he even have to register as a sex offender for tricking your kid into sucking him off before they leave 10th grade?
You could never quite place why he got with the proudly MAPs flag painting person when he did, could you? It flies in the face of reason until it doesn’t. unfortunately for us all…it’d be much better for you if I were crazy or malicious.
He’s going to keep trying to find chicks to come for me… he’s just fucking multitasking. You don’t have to heed me. You should fucking watch him with your kids.
Him? He’s a FUCKING Sow. He’s SUS as fuck, every way you bend that word.
The Angel, watching him having his team try to find discreet ways to add to his contracts ‘kids- focused whathaveyous’ in all future projects even though he has none, & hearing rumors of him suddenly cosying up to ‘friends” whose children are cusping on coming of age (only so he can watch, allegedly)…like he’s fooling anyone.
There is no actual strength in your stalking. You aren’t doing it to box with me. It’s not like it’s a call to arms- you know I’d whup your ass in the street, frankly. Make a show of you rolling up on me. I’m not one of these slight, white bitches who put up with your braying fuckboy nonsense because it gives them money.
Anybody you try to send in to do your dirty work towards me sees you’re the same fucking pussy of a “male” that has already been emasculated by me that I wave you off as when you get your panties in a bunch.
There are not enough black men in dresses or white women in strap-ons willing to take money to dick you down to erase my having more courageous cajones than you’ve ever had. It’s not the penance you keep mentally trying to position it as…because it’s not the rape you enacted. You ask them for it. That kid was groomed.
You may have convinced yourself you want to be fucked by me… But you don’t want to fight me. You’re doing this mess because you don’t trust the people you ‘fuck with’ not to be betraying you off in the cut with any of the ones who won’t fuck with you.
Because you deserve to be betrayed in your fucking nonsense.
You spy and stalk because the last “big time’ you dug a lil deeper ya found out the guy you wrote off as your perpetual professional gimpy whipping boy fucked with me for real … & actually dug me so much he made peace with God making him see you didn’t dig him at all.
You keep looking ova here…because you know they’re listening to me, looking for cues to confirm the horrid shit they alone already sense you’re currently up to… even as you set up another round of slandering me. They all know your tells. They all roll their eyes when you kick up harassing me again. Them taking their 10% doesn’t blind them to the piece of shit you’ve always been.
That’s what makes the current tilt of this place all the more laughable. Stalking me and spying on my ass… is an expression of You still being a wannabe …wanting to be in the loop. Even when you’re supposedly the main carnival barker in it. But you can’t even be in the loop of the false narratives you keep trying to construct around me.
You’re supposed to be one of the popular kids…yet here you are fucking obsessed with me, a chick not jockeying for the charts at all. It’s creepy as fuck, but whatever.
You circle back because you suffer through seeing your lies never work in the eyes of those you tell them to. & keep wanting to blame me.
But this?
It’s not just because I am in every sense of the word , an Angel… and am so good at the cosmic job I have agreed to.
It’s because you simply suck at yours.
You’re a bad actor. No one believes you.
Most especially when you’re being your sick in the head, boring- assed self.
Your pathology grates against the nerves of everyone you have to have on some variant of payroll to even put UP with you.
You will only be missed by the ones who believe the media lies held in place by your team to pay for their mortgages and car notes. & I feel bad for those who will miss you because I get how desperate they are in this world to believe some modicum of decency survives and still exists in the cesspool this place keeps trying to convince them earth needs to be. Because the monetized exposes to rip that swaddling away from them are probably going to hold off until you’re gone.
I won’t even say the sooner the better we get to that stage.
Because there’s still space for you to actually turn it all around, non-per formatively.
But… thanks. For alerting me to the season your victim finally does get fed up with you gearing up. I still probably won’t tune in but… duly noted, you know?
You wanted your harrassment and abuse to be “front page news” on The MAG again… but god is about to see that demand and raise it…
… to satisfy everyone else pelting the heavens over the callousness of your stupid ass.
& Fuck you for every attempt at attacking my books. Fuck you on behalf of every kid and adult who will have more nonsense to push through to feel heard by them so they can save themselves from the conniving fucks like youalready in their lives trying to keep them in some semblance of captivity.
You are working in concert with all the other abusers who need to be shot in the face for what they have done to kids …even as you try to get as close as possible to blurring the lines about what you’ve actually done. But all that is about to get clarified like a motherfuck all over your ass. Sans any involvement from me.
Good Luck. & Godspeed, God.
Because… enough already. Sheesh.
Erebus is a‘Pro-Survivor of Childhood Abuse‘ book, not an ‘Anti-Pedo‘ book because it centers the kid who has to find a way to live instead of giving the predators the center stage.
That pisses so many abusers off because it corrupts their energy source.
Fucking with that pipeline, even years after the fact…taints the high they get from the trauma. Erebus makes the reader see the manipulation of the enablers and the predation by the abusers for what all that truly is… without giving them the longed-for fairytale villain treatment their ego desires.
It’s like how no war on drugs ever works.
Only facing the root rot that led to the susceptibility to the need to numb out works. I’ve said it since I agreed to the /Grievechronic\ project :
“Addiction is…because addiction works. Until it doesn’t anymore.”
Just do the blackface, already.
For fucks sake. & be honest about the piece of shit he is when you’re in it. Then maybe both of your dumb asses will find peace.
How many times are you going to make a bitch try to find some way to “be me for you” when she doesn’t get you off like the 14year old kids of your friends do until SHE wakes the fuck up??
Because bitch… to really get him off by “being me towards him” you’d have to turn him in to the cops with the proof you have of him sexually assaulting a teenaged girl.
….not blackmail his ass after you showed you fucked with the pedophile cause.
Pedophiles suck.
My biggest issue with the puritanical posturing of any genXers is because our parents generation was wilding The Fuck out, so much so that the only ones of us that got close to how nuts they were…are dead. Boomers were insane after dark and underground lol. All make America great again- that’s why the retirement homes are the current STD capitals of America. There’s always a boomer at the pinnacle of a sex cult to this Day lol. The music was all hip thrusty lol
yo, Enablers!!!!! EREBUS is for Yall.
This one’s for… the pieces of shit in 2026 supporting the fuckin’ pedophiles at every stage of their fucking stunted “development.”
We are now waiting to see if the powers that be suddenly have an issue with the concept of survivors of abuse working through the Kubler-Ross grieving process to free themselves from the trauma of having had To survive childhood sexual assault IN A FICTIONAL TALE instead of being pinned by it, platform-wise.
Ai can be used for good. But the understanding that most behind the spread of and use of it by the general populace rarely have good in mind has been glaringly apparent for some time.
I am always willing to give that benefit of the doubt to fellow creators when those creators merit that. Desiring to do good is a gorgeous thing.
Let’s hope that is the case here.
The books have been quietly trucking along, marked mature. But now that there is higher visibility, any pushback against that visibility in this Epstein cult climate will be telling as fuck.
So…before we go any further… Let’s fucking go.
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My hair is too long for the braids that were done. Were too heavy to sleep. That’s a beautiful thing.
It was an Americanized New Romantics, quasi Duran Duran- John Taylor (gawd!!!!)gorgeous- the men made me so happy in Weird Science-
There’s literally a tuxedo shirt and a cropped sweatshirt in this season’s capsule like riiiiight Now. It’s fn indelible in me. And THAT’S the power of fashion in film in the 80s. It was so fn Cultural. Like a sledgehammer to the psyche…and everyone found their own in it…shards that hit you may have missed your bff.
“So…you love the smell of balls on your neck?” He snarks.
“You certainly do,” She snarks right back.
I waited to hear wtf his lil ass was doing at the White House. AND…I get his heart. Because I’ve been researching Ibogaine since 2008 in New Orleans. Due to Grievechronic.
REAL TALK? The FDA is a sham. But it’s the sham being allowed to be the troll collecting the tolls. HORDES of shit approved by the FDA other countries will Not allow to poison their populations.
But… If this current shitshow of an administration allows a pathway into researching ibogaine for practical use stateside, I get him taking the chance.
That being said…
because big Pharma are fuckers and this greedy lame duck will do anything for gold the trajectory of this is gonna get fucked very quickly.
Because what is being left out is that ibogaine comes from a drug used across communities in Africa in ceremonies to help boys navigate into adulthood. But there is a reason (and cultural protocols in place to ensure) it is only used in coming of age situations.
If this is handled as colonial theft/business as usual , erasing the African spiritual connotations and denotations… these idiots will ruin it trying to commodity it and then those last standing in this culture, trying to flip folks into chemically programmable golems.
They are Going to commandeer this in their quest for transhumanism goals, probably to stop the monkeys they’re testing neural chips on from dying.
It’s all in pursuit of a super-soldier esque, freewill free , golem they can make do whatever they want.
And they will disparage the African source of this miracle drug too. Even though they only know of it from spying on those they couldn’t break on the continent.
THEY don’t do Anything from nonperverted, mentally impoverished places.
Never forget that every war on drugs in America started after a season of medicalizing substances, a season of the government being interested in them for control, and then the government demonizing them if they couldn’t reign or rein in their targets…so they could then decimate them.
What white people need to understand is every single recent war on drugs for the last 25 years has been targeting Them.
Yall being mobilized is what they truly want to block. They are even fussing about teen pregnancy being too low… because the hardships incurred by having a statutorily raped child as your mom was a bet-on-able pipeline to alot of the shit they test on black folks yet design to destroy you.
I hope those who have already been researching ibogaine for decades from a good place are primed to get in and get out.
… before the whole grift tdawg and crew are planning collapses on their heads.
I say it with Love.
& literal fn awareness. Angelics tend to be Androgenic as it is. Baseline.
So it’s fine. When he’s fine with his…outcroppings of zee feminine, Divine. It’s actually hot when a dude owns it. Hetero dudes who can handle knowing a queen would love to…you know without being a dipshit…can happily handle tomboys too.
It’s when they Disown it, then disparage those who own it that it is dangerous. The various feminine energies a woman naturally has or the variants gay guys embrace and exude.